its been about 80 million years since i've updated and about 80 million things have either happened or not happened...
but in summary:
I'm moving
SURPRISE! hahaha
for about three weeks now I've been on the edge of getting this amazing apartment I actually venured to see in the flesh.
(baby pictures:
http://dwellingquest.com/index.cfm?page=details&id=26390)
so finally, after credit checks, deposit negotiation, guarantor checks and working working working to get the money, the lease is literally in the mail to me as I type.
So, after seven years of wanting it bad, I'm finally moving to New York. Manhattan, New York. FUCKING CRAZY, huh!?!?!??!!!!!!! Fingers crossed the world keeps spinning in my favor and I get a job sometime in the next three weeks and really good tips at the restaurant where I currently work.
I should be moving boxes up next week.
I'm so excited I'm in shock.
Happy mother effing new year and Merry Xmas too. Bwah!
BOY:
I like this boy so much I don't feel stupid. I don't think irrationally, I don't overdramatize, I don't worry whether or not he'll stop liking me for whatever reason and I'm not worried about moving to new york. Planet Earth knows this move is something I need desperately to do in my life, so once that works out however that's gonna work out, I'm sure Boy will work out however he's going to work out.
How grown up does THAT sound?
Phew.
WORK:
I hate it. I just use it for money. I want out so bad.
Uh, that's all I got so far....
Other than:
IF YOU LIVE IN NYC please PLEASE keep an ear out for jobs. I'll do most anything but anything in theatre, cool non-profits, publishing, writing, print, marketing or event planning gets MAJOR points. MAJOR. so please, help me out :)
I can't believe it.....