Cough, Hack
Hello. Guess what guys. Nickey called me yesterday and she broke up with Ryan. And me and her are probably hanging out sometime today, I dont know when though. Oh I miss her so much. If I hook up with her i think that it might be somthing special, but then again i could just get fucked in the ass about the whole love ordeal BS. Honestly, if she and me hooks up. It would be some dank ass shit. And if so, it'll just prove to myself that i am truly over it. Well on another note i got high again yesterday, tommorow will be 3 weeks in a row. I'm trying to shoot for a month. That is one shitty ass goal. But hey anything to keep me from being lonely in life. I'll admitt it i'm running low on the freind-o-meter because all i truly got left is ozz, adam, becca, and nicky. I mean think about yo, a month ago i had friends out the ass. I mean i truly felt like all of the old group was my friends. And then somthing happened that made me see right through not only them but everyone. And the people that i mentioned earlier are the only people that i looked into and those are truly the only people who i care about because they care about me. Even those who didn't just get up and walk out of my life so all the fake ones i simply pushed out of my life. I don't need any one to pull me down. Whats the point in that. Granted I may still care about them but whats done is done and there's no going back. I Love Me!