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You know life is a fucked up stupid repetitive circle! You think your happy then someone walks all over you, stabs you in the back and laughs then spits in your face. I hate life. All i can see about myself is evil and i cant stand it any more. All i want to do is end my life right now. No one would miss me. Shit half the people i know would cheer me on. I have no friends. And no one cares any more about me. I stabed every one in the back and then i realized how stupid i really am. I wish i could cry, but i cant. All the anger and fear buliding up inside of me is going to be my own destruction. I cant take life any more. I cant grab life by the balls i cut the balls off. I just wish i could start over. A new begining. I dont want to remember any thing. I just want to rest in peace. I hate my life. I hate everything. And most of all i hate me.