What should I do from here
Ok, so yeah... Like every other senior knows we get to miss some classes today because of TAKS.... YAY..... I am really bored people... Like it seems that I am following like a rutine... go to school, practice my horn, go to bed.... I need something new.... I want to get out of highschool and move on with my life.
LOL.... the thing about this journal is that there is like 3 people that really ever post in this thing, and they are people I usually tell this stuff anyway.... SO really this whole journal idea is pretty much private anyway... Cause no one gives a fuck what I say....
I feel like I've been gone for like a long time so I'm like outside of the circle on alot of this information.... I hate that.... I don't mean to be nosey, if it sounds like that.... But people can just blow you off and it doesn't bother them at all.... (for any of those people that ever have thought I have blown you off.... I haven't its because something like my computer being down for two weeks was the reason)
I got that Band Spaghetti Dinner tonight.... Yay... another time to waste my time.... I really wanted to go to my church mission.... But I can't cause of... Band... so tell me everyone what is more important.... your soul.... or band.... Hmmm....... Hard Choice..... NOT.... My SOUL.... I've gotten lectured everytime I try to get closer to god... and that is kinda opposite... I think I'm gonna have to start making decisions in who talks to me for themselves... and those that just want to get and know me....
UGH...
Josh
LOL.... the thing about this journal is that there is like 3 people that really ever post in this thing, and they are people I usually tell this stuff anyway.... SO really this whole journal idea is pretty much private anyway... Cause no one gives a fuck what I say....
I feel like I've been gone for like a long time so I'm like outside of the circle on alot of this information.... I hate that.... I don't mean to be nosey, if it sounds like that.... But people can just blow you off and it doesn't bother them at all.... (for any of those people that ever have thought I have blown you off.... I haven't its because something like my computer being down for two weeks was the reason)
I got that Band Spaghetti Dinner tonight.... Yay... another time to waste my time.... I really wanted to go to my church mission.... But I can't cause of... Band... so tell me everyone what is more important.... your soul.... or band.... Hmmm....... Hard Choice..... NOT.... My SOUL.... I've gotten lectured everytime I try to get closer to god... and that is kinda opposite... I think I'm gonna have to start making decisions in who talks to me for themselves... and those that just want to get and know me....
UGH...
Josh