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Tittle: Love at Zero Degree
Author: allboutp
Genre: romance, but eventually it’ll become Mpreg.
Rating: NC-17, for rape (for ppl with weak heart, better dont read, but it is not that much)
Beta: funkysparks
Disclaimer: if only they’re mine *sigh* sadly not huhu~
Summary: They are together, but only for the purpose of sex. When they realize that they’re in love, more bad things happen…
Pairing: Ryouchi, Ryoda, Yamapi x Girl.
Part 1 Part 2
Part 3
He was waiting at the airport. All of the members were already there, just waiting for the cue to go on board. It’s still early though, he muttered.
Beep, beep
His cellphone vibrated. He flipped it open, and read the message.
To: Ueda Tatsuya
Fr: Nishikido Ryo
Where are you? Are you guys already in the waiting room?
He read the message with amusement. Ryo? What does he wants from me? Then he replied, thinking that maybe this is just a friendly gesture from him.
To: Nishikido Ryo
Fr: Ueda Tatsuya
Not yet. Still outside. They haven’t called us to go in. It’s still early.
Ueda replied, flipping back his cellphone. He looked at his watch, it’s still too early. One more hour to go. His cellphone beeped again.
To: Ueda Tatsuya
Fr: Nishikido Ryo
So WHERE ARE YOU RIGHT NOW?
Stupid Ryo, he thought. Why was he being so worked up? This is getting stupid. He looked around. Nah, he wouldn’t be here, silly me!
To: Nishikido Ryo
Fr: Ueda Tatsuya
At the seats, near counter 27. Why are you asking anyway??
He replied, still looking around. Nah, that guy surely won’t be here. I’m not someone important to him though. But he couldn’t lie to himself,
I wish he’s here.
While he was lost in his thought, a hand grabbed his, making him to stand abruptly. Spinning his body around, he was shocked to see the person is.
“Nishikido! What the he-hmph!” A hand covered his mouth, stopping him from talking. He looked at the figure in front of him furiously.
“Shh hime, I don’t want others to know that I’m here.” Ryo whispered, pulling his hand away. He looked around. Kame was sleeping on Jin’s shoulder while Jin was reading some weird looking magazine. Junno was playing his PSP and the TaNaka duo were talking about something that only they could understand.
“Let’s go somewhere.” He said, while pulling Ueda with him, through the bustling crowd.
Ueda merely followed him without asking anything, too confused with his actions. He couldn’t believe it at first, this is Nishikido Ryo, the one that he thought too cold to even realize his feelings, but somehow, he felt happy.
“I think here is safe enough.” Ryo’s voice suddenly stopped him from his thoughts.
It turned out to be a toilet. Ryo looked around, after confirming for himself it is indeed a safe area, he pulled Ueda in with him inside a cubicle. Locking the door, he turned around to face the confused man.
“Okay, w-what do you want from me Nishikido?” Ueda stuttered, somehow being too close with him made him weak inside.
Ryo doesn’t reply, he walked closer to him, making Ueda walk backwards, and he ended up pressing against the wall.
“W-wait Nishikido! If you want it, you can’t, because we’re in public!” Ueda exclaimed, his heart was beating so fast, afraid that any of the members may walk in.
“Relax fishlips, we’re not going to do it here, and I’m not that low either. Just” he walked closer, until their faces were only inches apart, “wanna see you.” Ryo added, looking serious.
Ryo put his hands on his waist, pulling him closer and kissed him. He kissed him chastely at first, and getting bolder, pulling his lower lips and sucking it until Ueda moaned loudly.
“You’re going to be away for a week right? So, at least give me something though…” Ryo said huskily in his ears, licking his earlobe, making Ueda squirm in his arms. Trailing kisses down his neck, he sucked on some spot there, leaving some marks. After satisfied with marking him as his, he let him go.
“So you’re away for a week? Then we’ll see each other after that. I’m going back to Osaka few days later though, for God knows how long.” He said, feeling satisfied looking at the blushing man in front of him.
“Well take care of yourself.” He said one last time, kissing his forehead, and walk out of the toilet alone.
Ueda who was still flustered, trying to calm his heart beat. Touching his neck where Ryo had marked him, he blushed.
That bastard, he thought. Why did he need to mark me? He can just go out there and mark his Uchi wherever and whenever he wants!
But he could never deny his blooming feelings when he saw Ryo came to see him.
I wonder why…
~ @~@~@~@~
Kame was a bit worried. It’s almost half an hour since Ueda went missing. Maybe he went to the toilet? He thought.
Then he saw Ryo, walking out of the toilet, looking satisfied over something.
Nishikido? What is he doing here?
And then Ueda came out of the toilet, looking a bit red, trying to adjust his clothes.
“Ueda, you scared us! I tried to call your cellphone for so many times!” Kame suddenly appeared in front of him.
“K-Kame? Geez you shocked me! Well I went to toilet. Don’t make a fuss!” he retorted back, adjusting his muffler around his neck.
“What is that? Don’t tell me, you and Nishikido…?!” Kame gasped, pointing to the mark on his neck.
“Shh Kame, onegaii? Please don’t tell anyone?” Uda covered Kame’s mouth, pleading him not to tell anyone.
“Okay, but you must tell me EVERYTHING, promise?” Kame glared at him.
“Yes Kame.” Ueda replied meekly, feeling uneasy about this.
In the plane, Ueda ended up sitting with Kame, and as promised, he told him everything about their ‘relationship’ and how it had started.
When he finished, Kame was still glaring at him.
“Why the hell are you still glaring at me? I’ve told you everything! Why aren’t you satisfied yet?” Ueda whispered to him. Everyone around them had already fallen asleep.
“Satisfied? Which part of it should I be satisfied? About you being fucked by someone that doesn’t love you? Or the part that he thinks of you his partner? Or the part that he’s only toying with your feelings?” Kame sternly replied him. Hearing these words, Ueda went pale.
“Yes Tat-chan, I know that you have feelings for him. How? Well, you’re so obvious! And weren’t you who told me that you won’t sleep with that person unless you have feelings for him? I still remember your words.” Kame strictly pointed out.
“Tat-chan, you need to stop this, get out of this mess. He doesn’t love you. He has someone else that he loves, and it’s not you! So please… I don’t want to see you suffer, you are my best friend.” Kame said again, this time in much gentler tone.
Ueda nodded his head, feeling so low.“Kame, I can’t promise you, but I’ll try? Give me some time please?” Ueda looked at him with sad eyes. It’s hard for him to let it go, although he knew that they don’t even have a relationship at the very least, it’s only him, who have feelings towards Ryo, and for Ryo, he’s sure that that guy only wanted sex, and nothing more.
~ @~@~@~@~
“Having fun?” Maru suddenly sat next to him. They were having dinner in an open-air restaurant by the beach. There were some people dancing in the middle of the restaurant, somehow it became a dance floor as many of the guests joined to dance to the romantic numbers the band was playing.
Ueda just nodded his head, drinking up more, he’s already feeling a bit drowsy. He needed it, that’s what he thought. After few rounds, he couldn’t take it already. Kame and Jin were already joining other couples dancing, not caring about others.
Eventually he stood up, with staggering legs he walked to the beach, trying to ease down his heavy head. There were not many people around, and the beach was kind of dark, save for the moonlight and the light source from the restaurants nearby.
Suddenly he bumped into someone. Although with his state of mind, he tried to apologize. “Gomenn, I didn’t realize.” He mumbled out.
“Ah, what do we have here, hmm? A girl alone in the dark?” The person that he bumped into tried to tease him.
He tried to reply, saying that he’s a guy, but nothing came out from his mouth, with his head feeling like he’s spinning around so fast. A hand has already crept inside his shirt, feeling his skin, while the other settled on his butt, squeezing it hard.
Hey stop feeling around, stop molesting me!
“What a nice catch tonight. Wanna go somewhere and have fun?” that person said again. He could feel his hair on his neck, making him itchy. He tried to push him away, but then again, in his condition, he’s too weak to act.
Without waiting for him to respond, he dragged him up, far away from people to reach, the place is sandy and darker, and it’s between those palm trees. Under animal instincts, he quickly undressed Ueda’s shirt. “Owh you’re a guy after all, a very beautiful guy.” The guy smirked. “But no matter, I’ll still have you.”
Reaching his wallet, he took out the packet, tearing it apart and rolled the condom onto his cock. Ueda meanwhile was trying to sit up, but the guy pushed him on the ground hard. Using his shirt, he tied both of Ueda’s hands.
“Lemme go you bastard~” Ueda yelled out, he couldn’t think straight already, but the guy was pissing him off.
The guy merely smirked at him. He then tear off Ueda’s shirt roughly, kissing him all over his body, and harshly biting his neck, sucking the flesh there until it left red angry patches. His breathing starting to becaome erratic and fast. He was getting more aroused with Ueda’s body, licking it all over.
“Shushh, it’s going to be okay, you’ll feel good in no time.” The guy whispered, trying to calm him down. Then he unzipped Ueda’s jeans, pulling it lower together with his boxers.
Without any preparation, he pushed into the tight hole. Both were screaming, but for different reason. Ueda who was taken unprepared, was searing with pain. He could feel his ‘inside’ tearing and being stretched too far.
Shit I’m being raped!
The guy was pounding inside him continuously. He shut him up with his palm covering Ueda’s mouth tightly, not wanting to be heard by anyone, only satisfied pants and gasps could be heard. Ueda could only cry, praying that this will end soon.
“Yeah? Me? I’m at the beach. Wanna come? Yeah. Better come fast. There’s something ‘interesting’ tonight.” Suddenly someone called him, and he even answered it while taking Ueda mercilessly. Smirking, he said, “Looks like my friends wanna join, hope you don’t mind~”
Ueda was already too tired to struggle. His head felt like exploding, and his body was aching all over. The man that hovered over him suddenly shuddered, and pulled out his cock. He undid the condom fast, and let the cum splatter on Ueda’s face.
Smirking, he says, “Ah, it feels like heaven~ Thank you, slut!”
Ueda couldn’t even move his body. He felt numb.
“Hey you guys are late. Come, enjoy ‘it’, while it’s ‘hot’ hahahaha!” He heard the man’s cackling madly. Eagerly, his friends took turns doing Ueda.
Ueda couldn’t bother about it anymore. The more he yelled, the more they got aroused. The more he fought, those men would only rammed into him harder. So the only thing he could do, he closed his eyes, only letting his tears fall out, praying that someone, at least one of his friends would realize that he had gone too long, and had started to look out for him.
He prayed that this night from hell would stop, or that this was just a dream, where he would wake up next to his friends…
Or Ryo…
A/N: after convocation last month, I became a lil bit lazy, n end up staying at home doing nothing huhu~ n going to other places a lil bit too much too >_< I hate it, but I hv to. but today I got inspired by miruiki 's angsty post n thanks to
dayenniez for poking me haha~ so next time, just poke me and I'll try my best, just dont poke me too early or I'll ignore you *running away*