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(I also have one without a name if any of you should care to use it - or I can edit it to have your name if you prefer - comment and I'll hand it over, make sure to say if you want your name on it! <--- this goes for anyone who randomly wanders along too, not just LJ friends)
Bands (some, not all - mostly the ones I'm into the MOST right now)
A Perfect Circle
Assemblage 23
Blur
Covenant
Devil Doll
Dishwalla
E Nomine
Hole
Isle of Q
Moby
Mudvayne
Muse
Social Distortion
Something Corporate
The Cure
The Exies
The Killers
The Tea Party
The Verve Pipe
Trivium
Vast
VNV Nation
Hobbies
Making Icons
Photoshop
Making Graphics
Playing Wolfenstein: Enemy Territory (My aliases include "A Bar of Soap!", "Karma Strikes Again", "Plantastic-O!", "[KMZ]Ronan", "Derigiberbil")
LJ Layouts
Physical
Three traits you're happy to possess:
1. Pretty hair
2. Boobage U.U
3. Uh... curves?
Three traits you're not so happy to possess:
1. fat
2. skin problems
3. height
Three traits you wish you possessed:
1. being thinner...
2. having longer legs and a shorter torso instead of a long torso and short legs.
3. being picturesque
Mental
Three traits you're happy to possess:
1. Smarts....
2. The ability to read at a 14.5 level. (Sophomore year in college)
3. being creatively focused, right minded
Three traits you're not so happy to possess:
1. Any mental trait you have should be a blessing, since you know how to think for yourself
2.
3.
Three traits you wish you possessed:
1. Telepathy (that I can turn on or off)
2. Telekinesis
3. To have totally unbiased opinions
Relationships
Three ideal mental characteristics of a partner:
1. Loving
2. Support
3. Humour
Three ideal physical characteristics of a partner:
1. Uh... Male parts? Very ideally made for me.
2. weighing more than I do
3. being taller then me!!!
Three things your partner should know and understand about you:
1. I'm needy as all getout.
2. Sometimes, I simply can't sleep with other people. I -have- to sleep alone.
3. I'm lonely.
Accomplishments
Three things you've done and are proud of:
1. Being featured in various Art shows
2. Going to college
3. gotten past depression
Three things you've done and regret:
1. Let my grades drop and lost my position in DSA
2. Every cruel thing I've ever said to my mother
3. not wearing my damn retainer
Three things you plan on doing:
1. saving for a new car
2. getting an apartment with my boyfriend Greg
3. getting a degree
People
Three people who have influenced you most (and how?):
1. My mum, for simply being there for me all the time
2. My dad... for stepping up and saying he's going to change what he dislikes no matter if no one approves.
3. Josh... and Greg for making me realize the problems with my personality and helping me change them.
Three fictional characters you best relate to:
1. d00d, I don't freaking know.
2.
3.
Three people you'd like to meet:
1. Jake Gyllenhaal
2. Jon Crosby
3. Jude Law
Words
Three song lyrics you best relate to:
1. "I'm just killing time, time's killing me"
2. "Say hello to the rug's topography, it holds quite a lot of interest with your face down on it"
3. "What time is this, to trade the handshake for the fist - and so once again, oh america my friend, and so once again you are fighting us all"
Three good pieces of advice:
1. If someone doesn't like you, analyze why. Maybe it's something you need to change.
2. Go to college.
3. Save your money!
Three writings everyone should read:
1. "A Dozen Black Roses" - Nancy A. Collins
2. "Bag of Bones" - Stephen King
3. "She's Come Undone" - Wally Lamb
Ideals
Three things you'd like to see more of:
1. OPENMINDEDNESS.
2. Thinking before acting.
3. TOLERANCE
Three things you'd like to see less of:
1. SUV's.
2. Predjudice
3. Minnesota
Three organizations you do or would support:
1. Any gay pride thing... cause I say go them
2. Disease walks, such as the Buddy Walk, Aids walk, all that jazz.
3. The Red Cross
+ Do you own any plaid clothing?: Newp.
+ Do you own Converse shoes?: Only two, my old orange ones, all beat up and raggedy, and my new orange ones. Cause the old ones were beat up and raggedy.
+ Do you own Saucony shoes?: I don't even know what they are... so no.
+ Do you own old school Nikes?: Newp, yuck.
+ Do you wear tight pants? Yeah.
+ Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: Not usually.
+ Do you know what a squatter flap is?: ...not... really... but you've piqued my interest.
+ Do you own a messenger bag?: Mmm-hmm... It's a WWII medic bag!! Not from WWII, I wish, but a replica.
+ Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: No.
+ Do you own braces?: Uhm... for.. what?
+ Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth?: Yeah.... not by me, but yeh, they can be.
+ Do you have short, shaggy hair?: Newp!! Long pretty hair! Kinda... when I try.
+ Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?: I long to chaos spike my hair, which would enable me to no longer walk through doorways or fit in cars.
+ Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?: If I flip it into someones face and they inhale it maybe...
+ Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: Definitely.. but I fear shaving half my head.
+ Is your hair black or red?: No?
+ Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?: no, all the ones I've tried have washed out like.. in three days, so I think they all suck.
+ Do you own a bandana?: No.
+ Do you wear plugs in your ears?: Newp.
+ Are you amused by safety pins?: No. god. Lame.
+ Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: Yeah... it was temporary though. I was doing a cartwheel, and ripped my jeans from mid thigh all the way up to my hips... in the middle of the school hallway.
+ Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them?: No.
+ Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London?: ... I -think- I own something by lip Service.. but I don't usually pay attention to clothing brands... if it's cool, I buy it.
+ Do you enjoy leopard print?: I like fur print, but a person I know is obsessed with it, and due to how much I hate her, I refuse to wear any... cause I'd be like her. In some way or another.
habits/beliefs
+ Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)?: Yes. yes I am.
+ Are you an anarchist?: Urgh, don't even get me started. Anarchy can't exist. All you gay little high school posers throwing up the anarchy symbol have no thoughts in your meager little brain at all. At least no thoughts of your own.
+ Does the American flag anger you?: Sometimes.
+ Are you "working class"?: Kinda, yeah.
+ Do you dislike "preps"?: If they suck as people, yeah.
+ Do you dislike Hot Topic?: Yes, with a great passion.
+ Do you smoke cigarettes?: not applicable, really, it's not.
+ Do you smoke cloves?: ^^^^
+ Are you a thin waif?: I wish... >.<
+ Are you vegan/vegetarian?: Newp, gotta have my meat.
+ Do you think meat is murder?: No...
+ Do your nighttime activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting?: Lol.. sure, but it's not usually my vomit. Although my nights sure do involve it.
+ Have you ever slept in an alley or park?: During the day, yeh.. not at night though.
+ Do you wash your hair less than once a week?: *gets this absolutely horrified look on her face*
+ Have you ever gone a week without a shower?: *gets an even worse horrified look on her face due to the prior one becoming worse with another idea so terribly frightening* I love showers...
+ Have you ever been avoided due to your odor?: not to my knowledge... people always tell me I smell good.
+ Do you know who Jack Kerouac is?: YES AND I HATE HIM.
+ Do you like Mr. Kerouac?: Oh uhm... Heheh! No.
+ Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison?: ...eh?
+ Are you a member of the Makeout Club?: Ew, making out is over rated.
+ Do you say "rad"?: Fo'sho' bitches!
+ Do you say "rockin'"?: Yeah.
+ Do you say punk "rawk"?: Uhh... no.
+ Do you shout the word "oi"?: I used to, not so much anymore. Makes me think of old Jewish guys.
+ Do you say "punk's not dead"?: I never thought it was... and.. well, how can something like.. punk.. die?
+ Do you say "punk is dead"?: ....no...
music
+ Do you like bands with "."? Do I even know what that is?
+ Do you like bands with "theory" in their name?: I like the Juliana Theory, and the Apex Theory, but those are the only two I know of.
+ Do you like bands with "the"?: Yes... I imagine
+ Do you ever precede your own name with "the" at the beginning?: Lol.. yeh...
+ Do you like bands with the F word in their name or album title?: It hasn't happened yet. But I really don't pick a band by their name... it's by the music.
+ Do you think "Christian punk" is an oxymoron?: In a way, yes. Catholic Punk... now that would be... but Christian punk, not really.
+ Are Blink 182 fans "posers"?: ... *Ahems* Some. Just like -any- other band
+ Do you have frequent debates over what exactly constitutes a sellout?: The only sellout is Gwen Stefani. And no, I don't.
+ Have you ever brought the headlining band food?: No
+ Do you have show flyers affixed to your walls?: I had one, but only cause the picture was cool... I stole it off a coffee shop wall, and had no idea who the bands even were.
---Body---
1. What do you most like about your body?: My boobage!
2. And least?: My fat lumps on my legs just under my hips.
3. How many fillings do you have?: Uhm, like... four or so? I don't know.
4. Do you think you're good looking?: Yes
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: Yeah... but you can never tell if they're meaningful, cause... what friend tells you you're ugly to your face? Yeah that's right.
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: People have told me Julia Stiles, and Jewel. And I'm like.. no.
-- Fashion --
1. Do you wear a watch?: No, I don't want anything around my wrists.
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: tons.
3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: Eh...? Jeans for pants.
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: Probably one of my fifties dresses
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: Etnies
6. Describe your style in one word: my... ?
-- Your Friends --
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: Sure.
2. What do they tend to be like?: they tend to forget I exist and never call me and leave me out all the time.
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: Well sure.. breathing.
4. How many people do you tell everything to?: Anyone who talks to me and expressed interest in even one thing. I think my life is uber cool, and that if you hear about it, you'll be enlightened as to how cool life can be.
-- Music/TV/Film/Books --
1. Favorite band ever?: ... erk.. I have like.. four. Muse, devil doll, vast, vnv nation
2. Most listened to bands: A-Ha, Muse, the soundtrack to the illusionist
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: ... Stupid question. Aren't musicians idolized for being sexy?
4. Can you play an instrument?: No but I can sing..
5. Type of music most listened to?: alternative, the REAL alternative.
6. Type never listened to?: Rap. Oh god I hate it. R&B, any of that shit.
7. Favorite book?: "Forgotten Soldier" - Guy Sajer
-- Underwear --
1. Ladies, do you like to wear thongs?: All the time, baby!
4. What is the nicest colour for underwear?: BRIGHT AS F*$K ORANGE!
5. Do you find it uncomfortable without a bra?: Kinda, yeah. But sleeping, no.
6. Do you make it a habit of showing people your underwear?: I sure do. Cause I have COOL underwear.
-- Religion --
1. Do you detest religion?: To an extent.
2. How do you think this universe was formed?: I try not to question things I will never know the answer to. It is physically impossible for me to answer that correctly, so I'm not even gonna guess.
3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant?: ARGH NO
4. If you were in a hostage situation, and you were given a choice, to either praise the demon they follow or die, what would you choose?: Die.. but then... N/A.
-- Homosexuality --
1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: Nothing, actually. It's the same as seeing heteros doing the same thing. I don't think about everything I see.
2. Do you detest homosexuality?: No!!!!!!
3. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children?: I agree with it, but the fact that so many people don't makes me think in general safety of them and their child, it probably shouldn't be done. Of course, if it's never done, it never becomes accepted, so... go for it I guess?
-- General Questions --
1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment?: It's not something I've ever thought about.
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: Either or. I wouldn't prefer one cause without the other it'd be no fun. :) Gotta mix it up.
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: Yes, I do.
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: No.
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: left out and ignored
ten bands you've seen live:
1. Killswitch Engage
2. Static-X
3. Deadsy
4. Staind
5. Stone Temple Pilots
6. Align
7. Puddle of Mudd
8. 30 Seconds to Mars
9. Trivium
10. Slayer
nine of your favorite songs at the moment:
1. "In The Orchard" - Tiger Army
2. "Just Killing Time" - Black Label Society
3. "Land of Shame" - Vast
4. "Nymphetamine Fix" - Cradle of Filth
5. "Bibelworte Das Allmächtigen" - E Nomine
6. "Timelessness" - Fear Factory
7. "Supermassive Black Hole" - Muse
8. "Passive" - A Perfect Circle
9. "Fiddle and Drum" - A Perfect Circle
eight things that you wear daily:
1. underwear
2. My pintsize hoodie
3. my glasses
4. socks
5. clothing...?
6. deodorant
7. Lilu perfume
8. uhh.. my purse?
seven things that annoy you:
1. My president
2. close-minded people, especially ones with open mouths.
3. Small town minded people
4. When people who say I mean something to them never show it.
5. Not having a job
6. Popsicle sticks...*shudder*
7. Harry Potter and LOTR icons
six important books:
1. Bag of Bones - Stephen King
2. With the Old Breed - Eugene Sledge
3. She's Come Undone - Wally Lamb
4. The Silence in Heaven - Peter Lord Wolffe
5. Forgotten Soldier - Guy Sajer
6. A Dozen Black Roses - Nancy A. Collins
five things you do every morning:
1. Wake... up?
2. brush my teeth
3. Call Greg
4. shower
5. uhh.. pee?
four people you'd like to spend more time with:
1. Greg
2. GREG >.<
3. Travis
4. Fi
three movies you could watch over and over:
1. Mean Girls
2. The Big Lebowski
3. Super Troopers
two things you're looking forward to:
1. getting my own apartment
2. being with Greg
one person you'd want to spend the rest of your life with:
... Greg?
+ Spell your name backward: nworb elocin
+ Where do you live?: Lakewood, Colorado
+ Describe yourself in 4 words: whiny friendly loving fish
+ Who is your worst enemy?: my friends, for they know the most about me.
+ If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?: a flamingo
+ What is the latest you've ever stayed up: How about the longest... because when you reach my kind of habits... there is no hours anymore... longest ever was like... three days, maybe? I need my sleep.
+ Ever been to Belgium?: No.
+ What's your favorite coin?: What kinda stupid question is this? A... quarter, cause it's the most amount in actual circulation.
DESCRIBE YOUR
+ Wallet: Black checkbook thingie
+ Brush: Uhh.. light purple? Square?
+ Toothbrush: Green?
+ Pillow cover: black and purple with silky stripes
+ Blanket: A black piqued jersey knit comforter.
+ Coffee cup: I don't drink coffee outside of hanging with friends at Denny's. So white?
+ Sunglasses: Funky forties diva glasses
+ Underwear: ... uhm... not the same pair everyday??
+ Shoes: Brown Etnies with a pink E
+ Handbag: Orange quilted number
+ Favorite top: My nine inch nails tour shirt
+ Favorite pants: Jeans?
+ Cologne/Perfume: Lilu from PacSun
+ CD in stereo right now: I have an MP3 player...
+ Tattoos: None... and I probably never will get one.
+ Piercings: My ears, twice on each side. Not sure I wanna get anywhere else pierced.
+ Wearing: "describe your wearing?" white socks with flamingos on them, jeans, my cute black boyshorts, my black bra, my paul frank skull and crossbones tee, my pintsize hoodie.
+ Hair: reddish brown and layered all pretty like
+ Makeup: I only ever wear eyeshadow, and I do themes. I hve green, purple, and neutrals.
+ What's on your bedside table?
My bedside desk is more it, and... lots of stuff. A fish shaped coaster, my cell phone, a pencil cup.. you know. Desk stuff.
+ What's the geekiest part of your music collection?
I love all my music. But prolly Justin Timberlake.
+ What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
This doesn't happen much. And when it does, I open the fridge, stare at it for like... twenty minutes, then close it, get a drink of water, and wander back downstairs. Cold pizza if we have it?
+ What is your secret guaranteed weeping film?
The Notebook. *wail*
+ If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
The only way I would EVER get this, is if I was in this terrible car accident and lost my face....or a monkey ripped it to shreds. Or some freak accident with a hippo. I am firmly against plastic surgery of any kind, except for reconstructive.
+ Do you have a completely irrational fear?
Public bathrooms. I can't touch anything in them.
+ What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?
paranoid glancing behind me. Or looking down and avoiding eye contact.
+ Do you ever have to beg?
Uhh...? To get Greg to go anywhere I guess.
+ Do you have too many love interests?
No.
+ Do you know anyone famous?
Well, I did meet Jared Leto... but I don't KNOW him. (And here's where all you people scratch your heads and go "Who?" He's in Requiem For A Dream, Girl Interrupted, and he's the lead singer of 30 Seconds to Mars.)
+ Describe your bed:
queen size pillow top mattress - the arapahoe model, four hundred thread count egyptian cotton sheets that are lilac with darker purple satin stripes, a black piqued jersey knit comforter, couple of pillows. The ultimate in sleepware. Sleeping is my favourite sport, why not equip myself correctly?
+ Spontaneous or plan?
Spontaneous, yet often predictable.
+ Who should play you in a movie about your life?
People say I look like Julia Stiles... but poor her, being in a movie about -my- life would ruin her career.
+ Do you know how to play poker?
No, people have tried to teach me, about four times a year.
+ What do you carry with you at all times?
car keys, phone, chapstick, faceplate for my stereo, pack of cigarettes. Lighter.. yeah...
+ How do you drive?
Fast and agressively.
+ What do you miss most about being little?
Naivete and pure unspoiled happiness. (When you're an adult, there's still happiness... it's just not as concentrated. You always have some over hang of fear, of paranoia)
+ Are you happy with your given name?
Sure.
+ What color is your bedroom?
Green
+ What was the last song you were listening to?
Listening to the opening sequence of the Notorious Bettie Page right now.
+ Have you ever been in a school play?
Uhm, like two or three.. I was in drama for two years at DSA.
+ Have you ever been in love?
I am now.
+ Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
No... I believe in myself to an extent.
+ Have you ever done any illegal drugs?
Heh... well.
+ Do you think you're cute?
Yes... I act cute.
+ Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
Yes.
+ Do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend, or your friends?
Both together usually.
+ first grade teacher's name: Mrs. Gautierre
+ last word you said: "sleep"
+ last song you sang: Ooo, I don't know this one.
+ last person you hugged: Greg
+ last thing you laughed at: The Notorious Bettie Page
+ last time you said 'I love you': Yesterday to Greg.
+ last time you cried: Yesterday.
+ what color socks are you wearing: white with flamingos
+ what's under your bed: Uhm... an under-the-bed-box and.. some spiders prolly.
+ what time did you wake up today: ten, but after class I went back to bed and woke up at three.
+ where do you want to go: to bed.
+ what is your career going to be: dead end, probably.
+ where are you going to live: Colorado hopefully. Where I live now.
+ how many kids do you want: NONE!!!! ARGH!
+ what kind of car will you have: The same red Honda Accord I have now. Hehe.
+ current taste: My tongue...
+ current hair: one braid
+ current annoyance: the fact that out of all the time I spend with Greg, most of it is him sleeping or being too tired to do anything anyway.
+ current smell: Air?
+ current longing: get my freak on.
+ current desktop picture: Muse
+ current favorite artist: Uhhh.. Oliva. Or Gary Roberts.
+ current book: The Big Sleep by Raymond Chandley. Terrible, but it's for a class, so I have to.
+ current worry: that I'll never be settled.
+ current time-wasting wish: that Greg would wake up and do something, anything.
+ current hate: my job.
+ story behind your lj username: I thought it was the lyrics to a Social Distortion song "Crown Of Thorns" In it they say "It's no bed of roses" but when I first heard the song I heard "It's all blood and roses" and I was like.. wow, that'd be a cool user name. So I made the LJ, then realized like.. a month later I was wrong. Oh well. It's still cool.
+ favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: hipbones.
+ last CD that you bought: Oh man.. it's been awhile. How... about downloaded? Cause that'd be Covenant, Skyshaper.
+ favorite place to be: my bed.
+ least favorite place: Minnesota. On the Iron Range more specifically, at my grandma's house.
+ strong in mind or strong in body: Mind.
+ time you wake up in the morning: Morning? Pshaw, whatchoo talkin' 'bout?
+ if you could play any instrument, what would it be: Piano.
+ favorite color: orange, green, purple.
+ do you believe in an afterlife? Once again back to the questions that I can't possibly answer at this time so there's no use in wasting time thinking about it.
+ how tall are you? 5'6 n' a half!
+ current favorite word: stoked
+ favorite season: I like autumn.
+ one person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: My great grandparents. My grandpa Joe was from Germany, he died before I started having this fascination with all things German.. so I'd like to find some things out from him.
+ one person you wish was here right now: well, he's here, but not really.
+ favorite day: Monday. No work, only one hour long class, and absolutely nothing else to do.
+ a line from the last thing you wrote to someone: I'm not chatting with anyone currently, so nothing.
+ a random lyric: "Escape the sorrow and restraints of mortal cities"
+ identify some things surrounding your computer: greg's room.
Name: Nicole
Nicknames: Nici, Coley, Edori, Nic, Nicki-o-lee
Schools: Westland Christian, Traylor Elem., Henry MS, Denver School of the Arts, Green Mountain High School, Colorado's Finest Alternative High (listed in order of how I went to them too)
Eyes: Blue
Siblings: My sister Lauren
How many cassette tapes do you own? None.
How many cd's do you own? Bleah, a whole lot.
How many mp3s do you own? Uhmm... a WHOLE lot.
Describe your bedroom: Green and full of furniture... and posters.
What movies do you have almost all the lines memorized to? Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Balto, Anastasia, super troopers, mean girls, others I can't think of. But do I have the multiplication table memorized? Not even close.
What is right next to you? Empty space.
What are the last four digits of your home phone number? 0776
How's the weather right now? night-like.
Are you too shy to ask a girl/guy out? Not so much anymore, but there hasn't been a need for some time.
If you could change your name, what would it be? I honestly don't know. Rachael or Lydia or something. I like Cevriye, Hayden, Ellie, Nicosia, Concettina too
What will your first son's name be? Christian.
What will your first daughter's name be? Concettina! Bethany maybe?
Dysfunctional family? Kinda, but it's America, in the year 2005. Who -doesn't- have one?
What posters do you have in your room? two Bettie Page ones, one of Jessica Alba in Sin City, A giant picture of Marilyn Monroe, one of Audrey Hepburn, a Kabuki one, a poster that says "Chugwater Chili sold here" that I stole from a gas station in Wyoming...
Are you happy? sure
Are you talking to someone right now? No.
What did you have for breakfast? a banana.
Who inspires you? My mom, she's so organised and successful
What characteristics do you despise? Closed minds, shallow people (Kinda like me at times..) People who CANNOT stop talking... People who say uhm, like, or uh, or so, or anything. When a word is repeated too much. I start counting the word.. and totally don't hear what they say. BAD GRAMMAR. Angie-like people... who have every illness under the sun, and constantly talk about it, and how bad their life is, and themselves.
Can you juggle? No.
What are your pet peeves? Popsicle Sticks, being touched...
What makes you sad? America.
What song are you listening to right now? the opening sequence to the notorious bettie page
Do you have a LiveJournal? No, no I don't.
----------------------FAVORITES----------------------
Deodorant: Dove.
Shampoo: aussie
Soap: Bath and Body Works stuff
Radio station: I avoid the radio.
Kind of music: Metal?
Cartoon character: Spongebob. =D
Sex or shopping: well, uh, my favourite sex is... bondage-y. My favourite shopping is.. mall?
Color of post-it note: Orange would be cool.
Color of lightsabre: ...d00d... orange.
Food: omg pasta. And... MORE PASTA.
Drink: Water or Green tea, chilled Arizona style.
Candy: I don't eat much candy actually, if any.
Lust or love: My favourite out of the two would be lust I think.
Scary or funny movies: Funny, but not standard funny. Funny Like Ghost World and Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels...
Talking to people on the phone or in person: Phone... kinda. I dunno... person is good, but it always depends on who it is.
Favorite language you can't speak: Russian or German. Or.. uhm.. Hebrew!
Gold or silver: silver
TV show: Dead Like Me, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Sealab 2021, wonderfalls, lost
Beach or city: City
Ice cream: I like Daquiri Ice, and Champagne Punch... only sorbet type things, I hate ice cream... cause it's milky. And I hate milk.
Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn: Buttered.
Car: BMW. Any kind. Except the new 6 series cause they look like Grand prix's, which... are not Beamers in the classical sense.
Sandwich filling: Er... cheese.
Flower: Roses, cause they're pretty much the only flower that can be dried and last forever.
Fizzy or still water as a drink: ... tap?
Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter: I thought both of them were over rated movies, and J.R.R. Tolkien is a horrible writer. There, I said it! I HATE HIM! He's an awful awful writer.
----------------------DO YOU BELIEVE...----------------------
In God? Not sure 'bout this one.
In Heaven/Hell? Yeh.
In life on other planets? yeh.
In miracles? Oh god yes.
In fate? Kind of...
It's possible to remain faithful forever? If you're not human.
In astrology? No
In magic? Its all an Illusion
----------------------FRIENDS AND CRUSHES----------------------
Who's your loudest friend? Hrm... me?
Who is the smartest? Ben I think.
Who do you go to for advice? Anyone.
Who do you cry with? Me... I cry -to- people.. but not with people.
Do you remember your first love? ... Yeah, I do.
Still love him/her? Nope.
Do you have any gay or lesbian friends? not really. Not anymore.
Do you have a best friend? Not so much anymore...
Who do you miss most? Tamsen... fo'sho'.
Last person you kissed? Gregor-boy!
Do you want to kiss someone right now? Sure.
----------------------DO YOU....----------------------
Smoke? Used to.
Do drugs? Well.. hehe.
Have sex? Yeah, but definitely not often enough.
Sleep with stuffed animals? On my bed yeah, but not cuddled up to em.
Live in the moment? No, too busy worrying about the future.
Have a dream that keeps coming back? Not so much no.
Play an instrument? No... I wish I did.
Read the newspaper? Funnies every once in awhile.
Go to church? No. Waste of time.
Do well in school? I do now that I'm paying for it.
Go to or plan to go to college? Going.
Wear hats? Newp... dun look good in them.
have obsession: Not sure if I can label them as "obsessions" wth most of them, but Jude law for sure.
Collect anything? Roses, posters... uh.. stuff that means a lot to me? Stupid little mementos
Wish on stars? yes.
Like your handwriting? Sure I guess. More so than I used to.
Care about looks? Sure.
Eat Oreos? Bleck.. no.
Consider yourself tolerant of others? No.
Consider love a mistake? No way. When you have it, its the best thing in the world.
Carry a donor card? Well, on my license it says I am a donor.. so.. yes?
----------------------TODAY HAVE YOU....----------------------
Smiled? Yeh.
Laughed? Yeh.
Cried? No.
Bought something? Yes, a sandwhich.
Danced? Sure.
Been sarcastic? Maybe?
Talked to an ex? Well, he's an ex, and a boyfriend.
Watched your favorite movie? No.
Sorry... I know I posted a -lot- but... hey. If you wanna know some things about me, there it all is.
any common misconceptions and you know how to get ahold o' me right... down... here...
im or email me
(I also have one without a name if any of you should care to use it - or I can edit it to have your name if you prefer - comment and I'll hand it over, make sure to say if you want your name on it! <--- this goes for anyone who randomly wanders along too, not just LJ friends)
Bands (some, not all - mostly the ones I'm into the MOST right now)
A Perfect Circle
Assemblage 23
Blur
Covenant
Devil Doll
Dishwalla
E Nomine
Hole
Isle of Q
Moby
Mudvayne
Muse
Social Distortion
Something Corporate
The Cure
The Exies
The Killers
The Tea Party
The Verve Pipe
Trivium
Vast
VNV Nation
Hobbies
Making Icons
Photoshop
Making Graphics
Playing Wolfenstein: Enemy Territory (My aliases include "A Bar of Soap!", "Karma Strikes Again", "Plantastic-O!", "[KMZ]Ronan", "Derigiberbil")
LJ Layouts
Physical
Three traits you're happy to possess:
1. Pretty hair
2. Boobage U.U
3. Uh... curves?
Three traits you're not so happy to possess:
1. fat
2. skin problems
3. height
Three traits you wish you possessed:
1. being thinner...
2. having longer legs and a shorter torso instead of a long torso and short legs.
3. being picturesque
Mental
Three traits you're happy to possess:
1. Smarts....
2. The ability to read at a 14.5 level. (Sophomore year in college)
3. being creatively focused, right minded
Three traits you're not so happy to possess:
1. Any mental trait you have should be a blessing, since you know how to think for yourself
2.
3.
Three traits you wish you possessed:
1. Telepathy (that I can turn on or off)
2. Telekinesis
3. To have totally unbiased opinions
Relationships
Three ideal mental characteristics of a partner:
1. Loving
2. Support
3. Humour
Three ideal physical characteristics of a partner:
1. Uh... Male parts? Very ideally made for me.
2. weighing more than I do
3. being taller then me!!!
Three things your partner should know and understand about you:
1. I'm needy as all getout.
2. Sometimes, I simply can't sleep with other people. I -have- to sleep alone.
3. I'm lonely.
Accomplishments
Three things you've done and are proud of:
1. Being featured in various Art shows
2. Going to college
3. gotten past depression
Three things you've done and regret:
1. Let my grades drop and lost my position in DSA
2. Every cruel thing I've ever said to my mother
3. not wearing my damn retainer
Three things you plan on doing:
1. saving for a new car
2. getting an apartment with my boyfriend Greg
3. getting a degree
People
Three people who have influenced you most (and how?):
1. My mum, for simply being there for me all the time
2. My dad... for stepping up and saying he's going to change what he dislikes no matter if no one approves.
3. Josh... and Greg for making me realize the problems with my personality and helping me change them.
Three fictional characters you best relate to:
1. d00d, I don't freaking know.
2.
3.
Three people you'd like to meet:
1. Jake Gyllenhaal
2. Jon Crosby
3. Jude Law
Words
Three song lyrics you best relate to:
1. "I'm just killing time, time's killing me"
2. "Say hello to the rug's topography, it holds quite a lot of interest with your face down on it"
3. "What time is this, to trade the handshake for the fist - and so once again, oh america my friend, and so once again you are fighting us all"
Three good pieces of advice:
1. If someone doesn't like you, analyze why. Maybe it's something you need to change.
2. Go to college.
3. Save your money!
Three writings everyone should read:
1. "A Dozen Black Roses" - Nancy A. Collins
2. "Bag of Bones" - Stephen King
3. "She's Come Undone" - Wally Lamb
Ideals
Three things you'd like to see more of:
1. OPENMINDEDNESS.
2. Thinking before acting.
3. TOLERANCE
Three things you'd like to see less of:
1. SUV's.
2. Predjudice
3. Minnesota
Three organizations you do or would support:
1. Any gay pride thing... cause I say go them
2. Disease walks, such as the Buddy Walk, Aids walk, all that jazz.
3. The Red Cross
+ Do you own any plaid clothing?: Newp.
+ Do you own Converse shoes?: Only two, my old orange ones, all beat up and raggedy, and my new orange ones. Cause the old ones were beat up and raggedy.
+ Do you own Saucony shoes?: I don't even know what they are... so no.
+ Do you own old school Nikes?: Newp, yuck.
+ Do you wear tight pants? Yeah.
+ Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: Not usually.
+ Do you know what a squatter flap is?: ...not... really... but you've piqued my interest.
+ Do you own a messenger bag?: Mmm-hmm... It's a WWII medic bag!! Not from WWII, I wish, but a replica.
+ Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: No.
+ Do you own braces?: Uhm... for.. what?
+ Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth?: Yeah.... not by me, but yeh, they can be.
+ Do you have short, shaggy hair?: Newp!! Long pretty hair! Kinda... when I try.
+ Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?: I long to chaos spike my hair, which would enable me to no longer walk through doorways or fit in cars.
+ Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?: If I flip it into someones face and they inhale it maybe...
+ Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: Definitely.. but I fear shaving half my head.
+ Is your hair black or red?: No?
+ Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?: no, all the ones I've tried have washed out like.. in three days, so I think they all suck.
+ Do you own a bandana?: No.
+ Do you wear plugs in your ears?: Newp.
+ Are you amused by safety pins?: No. god. Lame.
+ Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: Yeah... it was temporary though. I was doing a cartwheel, and ripped my jeans from mid thigh all the way up to my hips... in the middle of the school hallway.
+ Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them?: No.
+ Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London?: ... I -think- I own something by lip Service.. but I don't usually pay attention to clothing brands... if it's cool, I buy it.
+ Do you enjoy leopard print?: I like fur print, but a person I know is obsessed with it, and due to how much I hate her, I refuse to wear any... cause I'd be like her. In some way or another.
habits/beliefs
+ Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)?: Yes. yes I am.
+ Are you an anarchist?: Urgh, don't even get me started. Anarchy can't exist. All you gay little high school posers throwing up the anarchy symbol have no thoughts in your meager little brain at all. At least no thoughts of your own.
+ Does the American flag anger you?: Sometimes.
+ Are you "working class"?: Kinda, yeah.
+ Do you dislike "preps"?: If they suck as people, yeah.
+ Do you dislike Hot Topic?: Yes, with a great passion.
+ Do you smoke cigarettes?: not applicable, really, it's not.
+ Do you smoke cloves?: ^^^^
+ Are you a thin waif?: I wish... >.<
+ Are you vegan/vegetarian?: Newp, gotta have my meat.
+ Do you think meat is murder?: No...
+ Do your nighttime activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting?: Lol.. sure, but it's not usually my vomit. Although my nights sure do involve it.
+ Have you ever slept in an alley or park?: During the day, yeh.. not at night though.
+ Do you wash your hair less than once a week?: *gets this absolutely horrified look on her face*
+ Have you ever gone a week without a shower?: *gets an even worse horrified look on her face due to the prior one becoming worse with another idea so terribly frightening* I love showers...
+ Have you ever been avoided due to your odor?: not to my knowledge... people always tell me I smell good.
+ Do you know who Jack Kerouac is?: YES AND I HATE HIM.
+ Do you like Mr. Kerouac?: Oh uhm... Heheh! No.
+ Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison?: ...eh?
+ Are you a member of the Makeout Club?: Ew, making out is over rated.
+ Do you say "rad"?: Fo'sho' bitches!
+ Do you say "rockin'"?: Yeah.
+ Do you say punk "rawk"?: Uhh... no.
+ Do you shout the word "oi"?: I used to, not so much anymore. Makes me think of old Jewish guys.
+ Do you say "punk's not dead"?: I never thought it was... and.. well, how can something like.. punk.. die?
+ Do you say "punk is dead"?: ....no...
music
+ Do you like bands with "."? Do I even know what that is?
+ Do you like bands with "theory" in their name?: I like the Juliana Theory, and the Apex Theory, but those are the only two I know of.
+ Do you like bands with "the"?: Yes... I imagine
+ Do you ever precede your own name with "the" at the beginning?: Lol.. yeh...
+ Do you like bands with the F word in their name or album title?: It hasn't happened yet. But I really don't pick a band by their name... it's by the music.
+ Do you think "Christian punk" is an oxymoron?: In a way, yes. Catholic Punk... now that would be... but Christian punk, not really.
+ Are Blink 182 fans "posers"?: ... *Ahems* Some. Just like -any- other band
+ Do you have frequent debates over what exactly constitutes a sellout?: The only sellout is Gwen Stefani. And no, I don't.
+ Have you ever brought the headlining band food?: No
+ Do you have show flyers affixed to your walls?: I had one, but only cause the picture was cool... I stole it off a coffee shop wall, and had no idea who the bands even were.
---Body---
1. What do you most like about your body?: My boobage!
2. And least?: My fat lumps on my legs just under my hips.
3. How many fillings do you have?: Uhm, like... four or so? I don't know.
4. Do you think you're good looking?: Yes
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: Yeah... but you can never tell if they're meaningful, cause... what friend tells you you're ugly to your face? Yeah that's right.
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: People have told me Julia Stiles, and Jewel. And I'm like.. no.
-- Fashion --
1. Do you wear a watch?: No, I don't want anything around my wrists.
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: tons.
3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: Eh...? Jeans for pants.
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: Probably one of my fifties dresses
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: Etnies
6. Describe your style in one word: my... ?
-- Your Friends --
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: Sure.
2. What do they tend to be like?: they tend to forget I exist and never call me and leave me out all the time.
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: Well sure.. breathing.
4. How many people do you tell everything to?: Anyone who talks to me and expressed interest in even one thing. I think my life is uber cool, and that if you hear about it, you'll be enlightened as to how cool life can be.
-- Music/TV/Film/Books --
1. Favorite band ever?: ... erk.. I have like.. four. Muse, devil doll, vast, vnv nation
2. Most listened to bands: A-Ha, Muse, the soundtrack to the illusionist
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: ... Stupid question. Aren't musicians idolized for being sexy?
4. Can you play an instrument?: No but I can sing..
5. Type of music most listened to?: alternative, the REAL alternative.
6. Type never listened to?: Rap. Oh god I hate it. R&B, any of that shit.
7. Favorite book?: "Forgotten Soldier" - Guy Sajer
-- Underwear --
1. Ladies, do you like to wear thongs?: All the time, baby!
4. What is the nicest colour for underwear?: BRIGHT AS F*$K ORANGE!
5. Do you find it uncomfortable without a bra?: Kinda, yeah. But sleeping, no.
6. Do you make it a habit of showing people your underwear?: I sure do. Cause I have COOL underwear.
-- Religion --
1. Do you detest religion?: To an extent.
2. How do you think this universe was formed?: I try not to question things I will never know the answer to. It is physically impossible for me to answer that correctly, so I'm not even gonna guess.
3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant?: ARGH NO
4. If you were in a hostage situation, and you were given a choice, to either praise the demon they follow or die, what would you choose?: Die.. but then... N/A.
-- Homosexuality --
1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: Nothing, actually. It's the same as seeing heteros doing the same thing. I don't think about everything I see.
2. Do you detest homosexuality?: No!!!!!!
3. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children?: I agree with it, but the fact that so many people don't makes me think in general safety of them and their child, it probably shouldn't be done. Of course, if it's never done, it never becomes accepted, so... go for it I guess?
-- General Questions --
1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment?: It's not something I've ever thought about.
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: Either or. I wouldn't prefer one cause without the other it'd be no fun. :) Gotta mix it up.
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: Yes, I do.
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: No.
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: left out and ignored
ten bands you've seen live:
1. Killswitch Engage
2. Static-X
3. Deadsy
4. Staind
5. Stone Temple Pilots
6. Align
7. Puddle of Mudd
8. 30 Seconds to Mars
9. Trivium
10. Slayer
nine of your favorite songs at the moment:
1. "In The Orchard" - Tiger Army
2. "Just Killing Time" - Black Label Society
3. "Land of Shame" - Vast
4. "Nymphetamine Fix" - Cradle of Filth
5. "Bibelworte Das Allmächtigen" - E Nomine
6. "Timelessness" - Fear Factory
7. "Supermassive Black Hole" - Muse
8. "Passive" - A Perfect Circle
9. "Fiddle and Drum" - A Perfect Circle
eight things that you wear daily:
1. underwear
2. My pintsize hoodie
3. my glasses
4. socks
5. clothing...?
6. deodorant
7. Lilu perfume
8. uhh.. my purse?
seven things that annoy you:
1. My president
2. close-minded people, especially ones with open mouths.
3. Small town minded people
4. When people who say I mean something to them never show it.
5. Not having a job
6. Popsicle sticks...*shudder*
7. Harry Potter and LOTR icons
six important books:
1. Bag of Bones - Stephen King
2. With the Old Breed - Eugene Sledge
3. She's Come Undone - Wally Lamb
4. The Silence in Heaven - Peter Lord Wolffe
5. Forgotten Soldier - Guy Sajer
6. A Dozen Black Roses - Nancy A. Collins
five things you do every morning:
1. Wake... up?
2. brush my teeth
3. Call Greg
4. shower
5. uhh.. pee?
four people you'd like to spend more time with:
1. Greg
2. GREG >.<
3. Travis
4. Fi
three movies you could watch over and over:
1. Mean Girls
2. The Big Lebowski
3. Super Troopers
two things you're looking forward to:
1. getting my own apartment
2. being with Greg
one person you'd want to spend the rest of your life with:
... Greg?
+ Spell your name backward: nworb elocin
+ Where do you live?: Lakewood, Colorado
+ Describe yourself in 4 words: whiny friendly loving fish
+ Who is your worst enemy?: my friends, for they know the most about me.
+ If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?: a flamingo
+ What is the latest you've ever stayed up: How about the longest... because when you reach my kind of habits... there is no hours anymore... longest ever was like... three days, maybe? I need my sleep.
+ Ever been to Belgium?: No.
+ What's your favorite coin?: What kinda stupid question is this? A... quarter, cause it's the most amount in actual circulation.
DESCRIBE YOUR
+ Wallet: Black checkbook thingie
+ Brush: Uhh.. light purple? Square?
+ Toothbrush: Green?
+ Pillow cover: black and purple with silky stripes
+ Blanket: A black piqued jersey knit comforter.
+ Coffee cup: I don't drink coffee outside of hanging with friends at Denny's. So white?
+ Sunglasses: Funky forties diva glasses
+ Underwear: ... uhm... not the same pair everyday??
+ Shoes: Brown Etnies with a pink E
+ Handbag: Orange quilted number
+ Favorite top: My nine inch nails tour shirt
+ Favorite pants: Jeans?
+ Cologne/Perfume: Lilu from PacSun
+ CD in stereo right now: I have an MP3 player...
+ Tattoos: None... and I probably never will get one.
+ Piercings: My ears, twice on each side. Not sure I wanna get anywhere else pierced.
+ Wearing: "describe your wearing?" white socks with flamingos on them, jeans, my cute black boyshorts, my black bra, my paul frank skull and crossbones tee, my pintsize hoodie.
+ Hair: reddish brown and layered all pretty like
+ Makeup: I only ever wear eyeshadow, and I do themes. I hve green, purple, and neutrals.
+ What's on your bedside table?
My bedside desk is more it, and... lots of stuff. A fish shaped coaster, my cell phone, a pencil cup.. you know. Desk stuff.
+ What's the geekiest part of your music collection?
I love all my music. But prolly Justin Timberlake.
+ What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
This doesn't happen much. And when it does, I open the fridge, stare at it for like... twenty minutes, then close it, get a drink of water, and wander back downstairs. Cold pizza if we have it?
+ What is your secret guaranteed weeping film?
The Notebook. *wail*
+ If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?
The only way I would EVER get this, is if I was in this terrible car accident and lost my face....or a monkey ripped it to shreds. Or some freak accident with a hippo. I am firmly against plastic surgery of any kind, except for reconstructive.
+ Do you have a completely irrational fear?
Public bathrooms. I can't touch anything in them.
+ What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?
paranoid glancing behind me. Or looking down and avoiding eye contact.
+ Do you ever have to beg?
Uhh...? To get Greg to go anywhere I guess.
+ Do you have too many love interests?
No.
+ Do you know anyone famous?
Well, I did meet Jared Leto... but I don't KNOW him. (And here's where all you people scratch your heads and go "Who?" He's in Requiem For A Dream, Girl Interrupted, and he's the lead singer of 30 Seconds to Mars.)
+ Describe your bed:
queen size pillow top mattress - the arapahoe model, four hundred thread count egyptian cotton sheets that are lilac with darker purple satin stripes, a black piqued jersey knit comforter, couple of pillows. The ultimate in sleepware. Sleeping is my favourite sport, why not equip myself correctly?
+ Spontaneous or plan?
Spontaneous, yet often predictable.
+ Who should play you in a movie about your life?
People say I look like Julia Stiles... but poor her, being in a movie about -my- life would ruin her career.
+ Do you know how to play poker?
No, people have tried to teach me, about four times a year.
+ What do you carry with you at all times?
car keys, phone, chapstick, faceplate for my stereo, pack of cigarettes. Lighter.. yeah...
+ How do you drive?
Fast and agressively.
+ What do you miss most about being little?
Naivete and pure unspoiled happiness. (When you're an adult, there's still happiness... it's just not as concentrated. You always have some over hang of fear, of paranoia)
+ Are you happy with your given name?
Sure.
+ What color is your bedroom?
Green
+ What was the last song you were listening to?
Listening to the opening sequence of the Notorious Bettie Page right now.
+ Have you ever been in a school play?
Uhm, like two or three.. I was in drama for two years at DSA.
+ Have you ever been in love?
I am now.
+ Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
No... I believe in myself to an extent.
+ Have you ever done any illegal drugs?
Heh... well.
+ Do you think you're cute?
Yes... I act cute.
+ Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
Yes.
+ Do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend, or your friends?
Both together usually.
+ first grade teacher's name: Mrs. Gautierre
+ last word you said: "sleep"
+ last song you sang: Ooo, I don't know this one.
+ last person you hugged: Greg
+ last thing you laughed at: The Notorious Bettie Page
+ last time you said 'I love you': Yesterday to Greg.
+ last time you cried: Yesterday.
+ what color socks are you wearing: white with flamingos
+ what's under your bed: Uhm... an under-the-bed-box and.. some spiders prolly.
+ what time did you wake up today: ten, but after class I went back to bed and woke up at three.
+ where do you want to go: to bed.
+ what is your career going to be: dead end, probably.
+ where are you going to live: Colorado hopefully. Where I live now.
+ how many kids do you want: NONE!!!! ARGH!
+ what kind of car will you have: The same red Honda Accord I have now. Hehe.
+ current taste: My tongue...
+ current hair: one braid
+ current annoyance: the fact that out of all the time I spend with Greg, most of it is him sleeping or being too tired to do anything anyway.
+ current smell: Air?
+ current longing: get my freak on.
+ current desktop picture: Muse
+ current favorite artist: Uhhh.. Oliva. Or Gary Roberts.
+ current book: The Big Sleep by Raymond Chandley. Terrible, but it's for a class, so I have to.
+ current worry: that I'll never be settled.
+ current time-wasting wish: that Greg would wake up and do something, anything.
+ current hate: my job.
+ story behind your lj username: I thought it was the lyrics to a Social Distortion song "Crown Of Thorns" In it they say "It's no bed of roses" but when I first heard the song I heard "It's all blood and roses" and I was like.. wow, that'd be a cool user name. So I made the LJ, then realized like.. a month later I was wrong. Oh well. It's still cool.
+ favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: hipbones.
+ last CD that you bought: Oh man.. it's been awhile. How... about downloaded? Cause that'd be Covenant, Skyshaper.
+ favorite place to be: my bed.
+ least favorite place: Minnesota. On the Iron Range more specifically, at my grandma's house.
+ strong in mind or strong in body: Mind.
+ time you wake up in the morning: Morning? Pshaw, whatchoo talkin' 'bout?
+ if you could play any instrument, what would it be: Piano.
+ favorite color: orange, green, purple.
+ do you believe in an afterlife? Once again back to the questions that I can't possibly answer at this time so there's no use in wasting time thinking about it.
+ how tall are you? 5'6 n' a half!
+ current favorite word: stoked
+ favorite season: I like autumn.
+ one person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: My great grandparents. My grandpa Joe was from Germany, he died before I started having this fascination with all things German.. so I'd like to find some things out from him.
+ one person you wish was here right now: well, he's here, but not really.
+ favorite day: Monday. No work, only one hour long class, and absolutely nothing else to do.
+ a line from the last thing you wrote to someone: I'm not chatting with anyone currently, so nothing.
+ a random lyric: "Escape the sorrow and restraints of mortal cities"
+ identify some things surrounding your computer: greg's room.
Name: Nicole
Nicknames: Nici, Coley, Edori, Nic, Nicki-o-lee
Schools: Westland Christian, Traylor Elem., Henry MS, Denver School of the Arts, Green Mountain High School, Colorado's Finest Alternative High (listed in order of how I went to them too)
Eyes: Blue
Siblings: My sister Lauren
How many cassette tapes do you own? None.
How many cd's do you own? Bleah, a whole lot.
How many mp3s do you own? Uhmm... a WHOLE lot.
Describe your bedroom: Green and full of furniture... and posters.
What movies do you have almost all the lines memorized to? Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Balto, Anastasia, super troopers, mean girls, others I can't think of. But do I have the multiplication table memorized? Not even close.
What is right next to you? Empty space.
What are the last four digits of your home phone number? 0776
How's the weather right now? night-like.
Are you too shy to ask a girl/guy out? Not so much anymore, but there hasn't been a need for some time.
If you could change your name, what would it be? I honestly don't know. Rachael or Lydia or something. I like Cevriye, Hayden, Ellie, Nicosia, Concettina too
What will your first son's name be? Christian.
What will your first daughter's name be? Concettina! Bethany maybe?
Dysfunctional family? Kinda, but it's America, in the year 2005. Who -doesn't- have one?
What posters do you have in your room? two Bettie Page ones, one of Jessica Alba in Sin City, A giant picture of Marilyn Monroe, one of Audrey Hepburn, a Kabuki one, a poster that says "Chugwater Chili sold here" that I stole from a gas station in Wyoming...
Are you happy? sure
Are you talking to someone right now? No.
What did you have for breakfast? a banana.
Who inspires you? My mom, she's so organised and successful
What characteristics do you despise? Closed minds, shallow people (Kinda like me at times..) People who CANNOT stop talking... People who say uhm, like, or uh, or so, or anything. When a word is repeated too much. I start counting the word.. and totally don't hear what they say. BAD GRAMMAR. Angie-like people... who have every illness under the sun, and constantly talk about it, and how bad their life is, and themselves.
Can you juggle? No.
What are your pet peeves? Popsicle Sticks, being touched...
What makes you sad? America.
What song are you listening to right now? the opening sequence to the notorious bettie page
Do you have a LiveJournal? No, no I don't.
----------------------FAVORITES----------------------
Deodorant: Dove.
Shampoo: aussie
Soap: Bath and Body Works stuff
Radio station: I avoid the radio.
Kind of music: Metal?
Cartoon character: Spongebob. =D
Sex or shopping: well, uh, my favourite sex is... bondage-y. My favourite shopping is.. mall?
Color of post-it note: Orange would be cool.
Color of lightsabre: ...d00d... orange.
Food: omg pasta. And... MORE PASTA.
Drink: Water or Green tea, chilled Arizona style.
Candy: I don't eat much candy actually, if any.
Lust or love: My favourite out of the two would be lust I think.
Scary or funny movies: Funny, but not standard funny. Funny Like Ghost World and Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels...
Talking to people on the phone or in person: Phone... kinda. I dunno... person is good, but it always depends on who it is.
Favorite language you can't speak: Russian or German. Or.. uhm.. Hebrew!
Gold or silver: silver
TV show: Dead Like Me, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Sealab 2021, wonderfalls, lost
Beach or city: City
Ice cream: I like Daquiri Ice, and Champagne Punch... only sorbet type things, I hate ice cream... cause it's milky. And I hate milk.
Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn: Buttered.
Car: BMW. Any kind. Except the new 6 series cause they look like Grand prix's, which... are not Beamers in the classical sense.
Sandwich filling: Er... cheese.
Flower: Roses, cause they're pretty much the only flower that can be dried and last forever.
Fizzy or still water as a drink: ... tap?
Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter: I thought both of them were over rated movies, and J.R.R. Tolkien is a horrible writer. There, I said it! I HATE HIM! He's an awful awful writer.
----------------------DO YOU BELIEVE...----------------------
In God? Not sure 'bout this one.
In Heaven/Hell? Yeh.
In life on other planets? yeh.
In miracles? Oh god yes.
In fate? Kind of...
It's possible to remain faithful forever? If you're not human.
In astrology? No
In magic? Its all an Illusion
----------------------FRIENDS AND CRUSHES----------------------
Who's your loudest friend? Hrm... me?
Who is the smartest? Ben I think.
Who do you go to for advice? Anyone.
Who do you cry with? Me... I cry -to- people.. but not with people.
Do you remember your first love? ... Yeah, I do.
Still love him/her? Nope.
Do you have any gay or lesbian friends? not really. Not anymore.
Do you have a best friend? Not so much anymore...
Who do you miss most? Tamsen... fo'sho'.
Last person you kissed? Gregor-boy!
Do you want to kiss someone right now? Sure.
----------------------DO YOU....----------------------
Smoke? Used to.
Do drugs? Well.. hehe.
Have sex? Yeah, but definitely not often enough.
Sleep with stuffed animals? On my bed yeah, but not cuddled up to em.
Live in the moment? No, too busy worrying about the future.
Have a dream that keeps coming back? Not so much no.
Play an instrument? No... I wish I did.
Read the newspaper? Funnies every once in awhile.
Go to church? No. Waste of time.
Do well in school? I do now that I'm paying for it.
Go to or plan to go to college? Going.
Wear hats? Newp... dun look good in them.
have obsession: Not sure if I can label them as "obsessions" wth most of them, but Jude law for sure.
Collect anything? Roses, posters... uh.. stuff that means a lot to me? Stupid little mementos
Wish on stars? yes.
Like your handwriting? Sure I guess. More so than I used to.
Care about looks? Sure.
Eat Oreos? Bleck.. no.
Consider yourself tolerant of others? No.
Consider love a mistake? No way. When you have it, its the best thing in the world.
Carry a donor card? Well, on my license it says I am a donor.. so.. yes?
----------------------TODAY HAVE YOU....----------------------
Smiled? Yeh.
Laughed? Yeh.
Cried? No.
Bought something? Yes, a sandwhich.
Danced? Sure.
Been sarcastic? Maybe?
Talked to an ex? Well, he's an ex, and a boyfriend.
Watched your favorite movie? No.
Sorry... I know I posted a -lot- but... hey. If you wanna know some things about me, there it all is.
any common misconceptions and you know how to get ahold o' me right... down... here...
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