please for god!
well yesterday was fun, and although i didnt go to sleep early last night i find myself waking up at the butt crack of dawn... so i am here writing once more. yesterday was fun like i said, but at the same time a complete bust... i went over tam's in the morning, we watched a little tv, then went roaming the streets... it was nice yesterday so i wanted to do it. we walked over to see our friend at day camp but he wasnt there so we walked back.... then we were gonna say hi to my friend kris that lives around there so we went to his house and rung the doorbell, and nobody answered. so i didnt see him, then! i my mom picked me up i went home, and then talked to onesimo and he came with me to drop off my application for chili's so while i was there i saw adrian, of course, applying for the job i wanted, so i talked to him, and we dealed with bitchy hostess that seemed to be lying to us.... i didnt trust them so i didnt even give them the application to work there, so i am going to go today to do that. well then i gave adrian a ride home, and went back to my house, where i realized that i reallly wanted chips and salsa, so i went to the store with him to get some, he thought we should get a movie, so we did along with like ten packs of candy (that was his idea, i swear) and then we went back to my house.... we didnt do much there except eat... and then go outside and mess with my dogs.... did i mention i had to pick up their crap, goood god that made it even more of a bust... well yea .....
after all that mess at my house we decided to go to his, and just chill.... so we did. on tuesday his gf broke up with him and he was feeling down, and i wish i could have cheered him up someway, because i was feeling down too, and we were both sad and just pathetic looking... i kept trying to make up a different subject, but it always led back to the depressing subject... for some reason i can really talk to him about stuff like that. like he brings it out in me it is bizzarre, he is probably the only person who knows how i really feel... and he asked me about that last night saying.. why can you tell me this stuff and not the friends that you hang out with all the time? i simply answered that i have talked to him longer and am more comfortable displaying my emotions towards him, i said i love my friends and i do always hang out with them, but sad subjects dont come up, and when they rarely do i or someone else diverts the convo.
well i stayed over there looking sad, and happy at the same time till ten, and then i said i would call him since i knew he wasnt going to be doing anything else, except feeling bad... and got home, went online, wrote josh an email, and then i tried calling him, good god i tried a lot and it was busy i think the phone was off the hook or something... that concludes my night and day in extensive detail..i guess i have time extensivness... is that a word? well anyways. looking for a job today again and probably gonna hang out with my peeps... for god! if you are wondering why i keep saying that it is just a saying... calm down! please for god! ahhaha dang that is so great.... holy moly!
after all that mess at my house we decided to go to his, and just chill.... so we did. on tuesday his gf broke up with him and he was feeling down, and i wish i could have cheered him up someway, because i was feeling down too, and we were both sad and just pathetic looking... i kept trying to make up a different subject, but it always led back to the depressing subject... for some reason i can really talk to him about stuff like that. like he brings it out in me it is bizzarre, he is probably the only person who knows how i really feel... and he asked me about that last night saying.. why can you tell me this stuff and not the friends that you hang out with all the time? i simply answered that i have talked to him longer and am more comfortable displaying my emotions towards him, i said i love my friends and i do always hang out with them, but sad subjects dont come up, and when they rarely do i or someone else diverts the convo.
well i stayed over there looking sad, and happy at the same time till ten, and then i said i would call him since i knew he wasnt going to be doing anything else, except feeling bad... and got home, went online, wrote josh an email, and then i tried calling him, good god i tried a lot and it was busy i think the phone was off the hook or something... that concludes my night and day in extensive detail..i guess i have time extensivness... is that a word? well anyways. looking for a job today again and probably gonna hang out with my peeps... for god! if you are wondering why i keep saying that it is just a saying... calm down! please for god! ahhaha dang that is so great.... holy moly!