why!
it is freakin summer and what time do i wake up.... 730 damn this ish! well last night was a late night and i dont really understand why i didnt wake up later, it is probably because my stomach hurts so bad and i just feel crappy. i have to find a job, i have to go and find one, it is my goal this summer to get one so i can be somewhat occupied for this summer and next year, so i can meet new people, and also because i need money, i have so much stuff i want, and i cant get it becasue i do not have cash flow. lots and lots of clothes... it is all about the low rise jeans (huh tam!) well yea for sure so today i am going hunting... huting for a job that is and hopefully i will have some luck.
yesterday was aj's birthday and i got him a book and the mints he likes, hopefully he liked it... i also was going to take him out to dinner at the rainforest cafe, since i always wanted to go with him, i made reservations since i figured it would be packed and i would have to wait a grip....i dont know exactly why i made them though because i didnt tell him but i wanted it to be fun and stuff so i got them... but plans fell through and we didnt end up going, i was sad because i went out of my way to make plans and all they did was fall through, i guess it was partly my fault because i didnt tell him that i was going to make these plans, he did what he wanted to and we got to hang out some so yea... i know he had fun yesterday, but the question is did he have fun with me.? i dont know.... kinda funny how i dont, but i honestly dont.... he seems to be having quite a lot of fun and making a lot of plans is like his thing, but i am determined to make this summer great, and as great as possible... me and tam still need to hang out asap....
camping was crazy, if all of you didnt know i went ... I DID!! and it was crazy and fun, i kinda learned how to surf and it was just great... i have never had some one actually teach me to do anything like that and it was super cool and fun... hopefully we can continue lessons because you know what i really want to know how to surf! i am so bored right now, but that is cool because it is only like 740 and i have all day... hehe... dang... i got lots to do today. i told my mom i would look for a job, i told david i would go to the movies and see finding nemo, and i told onesimo that i would take him to get his hair cut and then we would eat afterwards... i still wanna call tamanna because i am sure she will have no problem, keeping me company and besides i love hanging out with her.... onesimo told me about this club in huntington that i want to go to too, maybe i could get some people to go with me there. i have to call susana to see if she would want to go with me to phil's show on the 12th and if she does then i will have to pick up tickets or call phil. dang... crazy ish... i want more plans! god.... hehe
well as most of you can tell i am in a little bit better mood, but not all that better, but i just try not to think of things that make me sad or that just get me down, so yea.... days go by! die another day! hehe it isnt my time to go! i am gonna avoid the cliche i am going to close my body now, i am going to destroy the system... haha dang madonna is rad!
yesterday was aj's birthday and i got him a book and the mints he likes, hopefully he liked it... i also was going to take him out to dinner at the rainforest cafe, since i always wanted to go with him, i made reservations since i figured it would be packed and i would have to wait a grip....i dont know exactly why i made them though because i didnt tell him but i wanted it to be fun and stuff so i got them... but plans fell through and we didnt end up going, i was sad because i went out of my way to make plans and all they did was fall through, i guess it was partly my fault because i didnt tell him that i was going to make these plans, he did what he wanted to and we got to hang out some so yea... i know he had fun yesterday, but the question is did he have fun with me.? i dont know.... kinda funny how i dont, but i honestly dont.... he seems to be having quite a lot of fun and making a lot of plans is like his thing, but i am determined to make this summer great, and as great as possible... me and tam still need to hang out asap....
camping was crazy, if all of you didnt know i went ... I DID!! and it was crazy and fun, i kinda learned how to surf and it was just great... i have never had some one actually teach me to do anything like that and it was super cool and fun... hopefully we can continue lessons because you know what i really want to know how to surf! i am so bored right now, but that is cool because it is only like 740 and i have all day... hehe... dang... i got lots to do today. i told my mom i would look for a job, i told david i would go to the movies and see finding nemo, and i told onesimo that i would take him to get his hair cut and then we would eat afterwards... i still wanna call tamanna because i am sure she will have no problem, keeping me company and besides i love hanging out with her.... onesimo told me about this club in huntington that i want to go to too, maybe i could get some people to go with me there. i have to call susana to see if she would want to go with me to phil's show on the 12th and if she does then i will have to pick up tickets or call phil. dang... crazy ish... i want more plans! god.... hehe
well as most of you can tell i am in a little bit better mood, but not all that better, but i just try not to think of things that make me sad or that just get me down, so yea.... days go by! die another day! hehe it isnt my time to go! i am gonna avoid the cliche i am going to close my body now, i am going to destroy the system... haha dang madonna is rad!