It's been awhile...
It's been awhile since I've posted. Mainly because there hasn't been any big situations to come up and I've been really busy. I'm getting my realestate straightened out and hopefully getting on the ball with MaryKay. This time of year used to be so exciting for me. Getting forms filled out for convention, and camps. And now that's not there anymore. I don't really have to money to go to the Red Cross convention this year, but I really want to. I'm thinking about using my meager savings and going. I still have to get all of the information though before I decide. And camp, god, anytime I think about it I want to cry. I'm so close to crying right now...I miss everyone so much. But there is no camp anymore. And I know even if I had been there at the time instead of with that SOB bf, that there would still be no camp. But there would have been at least some closure. I could have been at the office and cried with everyone before they left. I could have helped call people to let them know that camp had been canceled. I could have been part of so much more. It's hard to type when you're trying not to cry. It's hard to think too. Convention is in St. Louis this year. I've never been to St. Louis. My car might make it there. I have a cousin that lives there and I could probably stay with them. I know I would only know one person at convention, and it wouldn't be like it used to be...but I'd still like to go.
On the other hand, Jason and I are doing great. :) We do have our differences sometimes, but it's actually sorta good that we're not always together on things. I haven't really talked with him about convention. He's not like the other guy as far as the Red Cross goes. I think the biggest problem he'd have is the money issue, cuz he knows I don't really have it, and the safety issue, if I decide to drive. Hmmmm...just had a brainstorm...if I could convice my sister to go with me, to visit my cousin, we could drive her car, and I wouldn't be driving alone. Hmmm...I'll have to think about that... Of course I'd have to see if we could stay with my cousin and his family. It might be a problem because they'll be getting ready to move in July. But they still might let us. Well, I gotta go to work. I'll try yo keep you posted on how things work out.
On the other hand, Jason and I are doing great. :) We do have our differences sometimes, but it's actually sorta good that we're not always together on things. I haven't really talked with him about convention. He's not like the other guy as far as the Red Cross goes. I think the biggest problem he'd have is the money issue, cuz he knows I don't really have it, and the safety issue, if I decide to drive. Hmmmm...just had a brainstorm...if I could convice my sister to go with me, to visit my cousin, we could drive her car, and I wouldn't be driving alone. Hmmm...I'll have to think about that... Of course I'd have to see if we could stay with my cousin and his family. It might be a problem because they'll be getting ready to move in July. But they still might let us. Well, I gotta go to work. I'll try yo keep you posted on how things work out.