A few significant events:
Today, rather, yesterday, held a few significant events that will mark June 4th 2010 forever. Both good and bad things happened leaving me with mixed emotions.
First I would like to say that I am very excited for my trip, which I’m leaving on the day after…. Today. Actually. I’ll be packing after my eight hour nap. Exciting.
Nerves just hit…… As I’m typing. The reality of the rip just became very realistic.
So, today, I re connected with an old friend. I made the best friend role without trying… Too bad she didn’t realize how amazing I was several years ago. Or months ago at least. She is leaving for Salt Lake City, Utah in two months or less. =/ So she is leaving just as she starts to want me around more. Sad!
The same friend also realized that I was right all along about her “friend”. Only a few weeks after my other two other friends made the same realization. What people don’t realize is that I hate people for good reason. This reason being that I am an amazing judge of character. By hanging out with a person for a week or less I can decide exactly what kind of friend they will be. In most cases; only one case has surprised me as of yet. And I’m still confused and surprised by this persons actions, although I am starting to understand her more and more, and I’m not liking what I’m finding. I spend several hours hearing about how selfish this “friend” was being. Silly people for not believing me. And to all these people I say: “Told ya’ so”.
My new favorite toy is……. Getting away?.... Rolling away?.... Cracking?.... Breaking? (Edit:) Being borrowed. (/) Damn. I don’t know. I attended the carnival today, with four friends. (Three of which left me for different reasons. *Sad face*) After texting me all day, guess who I saw there. K. He was with an ex-stripper, and another really cute girl that I wanted to date in high school. I wanted to BE her in high school. Anyways. Yea. I saw him once, he didn’t even wave. The second time I saw him was hiding from him. Lol. And I saw him when he was walking away from the carnival… Holding the hand of the girl I wanted to date in high school! LOL. What am I supposed to do about that? I wasn’t as jealous as I thought I would be. Especially after seeing him talking to them both a few days before this event. Flirting of course. Lol. Funny shit. How do I get my toy back though. :( Apparently it’s being borrowed. Lol. Well, I may not have a toy when I get back after a week of being excluded from the world. I just don’t know what “role” to play. I realized that he likes the clingy “I miss you” crap from girls… So what does he want me to do when seeing him with other girls? Flirty “I’m jealous” is the only way I can think that he’d want me to react. But maybe it’d throw him a bit more if I show him I don’t care. Choices, choices. Hopefully I’ll think of something good. If you have any ideas or input feel free to help.
Also, I realized today that no matter who it is, seeing someone you know getting arrested always hits a soft spot. Unless you hate the bitch. Lol. One of the kids I went to the carnival with got arrested. Apparently he had a warrant out for his arrest for the last possession charge he had. Poor 5. I don’t really like the kid, but I almost cried. I think that was because of memories it triggered though. But what evs. Its was still sad.
Lastly, I went to Sex in the City 2 today. My friend Monkey took me because NONE of my other friends would dare go to that movie with me. Not even my female friends. =/ Sadness. ANYWAYS. It was amazing. All I can say now is that Carrie Bradshaw is my fucking hero. I want to be her. =(
That’s all I gots for tonight. Good night all. Ttfn.