The Ground Is Shattering
Note To Self-
I miss you terribly.
Ok so today I found out that Owen has a new girlfriend. That's cool. I don't care. But also today he didn't stand by the stage in the morning. Ehh, whatever. We also had 5th period together today. 1 hour and 40 minutes...he didn't so much as speak or look at me once the entire time. If he doesn't want to be my friend anymore, that's fine with me, I respect that, but I wouldn't mind being his friend still. It doesn't have to be awkward like this. Oh well. Besides 5th period I had a pretty good day. Nothing great happened, but nothing terrible either. I just feel bad and really wanted to come home and get drunk but my dad was home so I couldn't. Blah. I hate alcolhol and alcoholics (I mean I jsut look at my father and I hope I never grow up to be anything like him), but I love the idea of drowning away your sorrows. On a brighter note, I can't wait until this summer. I'm so excited. I think it'll be the best summer so far. Like all summers in the past have been okay but kinda boring. This one, however, will be awesome. It'll be a summer of love, hehe. Umm yeah, then I got home and called Kris. He told me about Vone getting his stomach pumped and almost dying from alcohol poisoning. That's scary. I respect Kris for not getting drunk. Anyways, yeah. I don't really feel liek typing...so peace.
-Sarah
I miss you terribly.
Ok so today I found out that Owen has a new girlfriend. That's cool. I don't care. But also today he didn't stand by the stage in the morning. Ehh, whatever. We also had 5th period together today. 1 hour and 40 minutes...he didn't so much as speak or look at me once the entire time. If he doesn't want to be my friend anymore, that's fine with me, I respect that, but I wouldn't mind being his friend still. It doesn't have to be awkward like this. Oh well. Besides 5th period I had a pretty good day. Nothing great happened, but nothing terrible either. I just feel bad and really wanted to come home and get drunk but my dad was home so I couldn't. Blah. I hate alcolhol and alcoholics (I mean I jsut look at my father and I hope I never grow up to be anything like him), but I love the idea of drowning away your sorrows. On a brighter note, I can't wait until this summer. I'm so excited. I think it'll be the best summer so far. Like all summers in the past have been okay but kinda boring. This one, however, will be awesome. It'll be a summer of love, hehe. Umm yeah, then I got home and called Kris. He told me about Vone getting his stomach pumped and almost dying from alcohol poisoning. That's scary. I respect Kris for not getting drunk. Anyways, yeah. I don't really feel liek typing...so peace.
-Sarah