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This sucks. I mean really. I am sick and tired of people twisting my words, any words, and tell me what I'm thinking or feeling. I was going back over the facebook messages, and stuff she said just didn't make sense. How could me saying that I know where they live be a threat in the first place, and then tell me she s been scared to sleep thinking I'll do something? I only have their address because he gave it to me. But I don't know. I think its funny that they think I'll do something. Yeah. No. I just don't ever want to see him again. I can deal with the sudden attack and brush off, itsnot the first time. But he hurt James. And even if I try to defend my love's feelings, that will probably get twisted too. I want nothing to do with them. I wish them no harm, and the sooner I can get them out of my life and my head, the better for all of us. I'm tired of crying. I cant stand to see James cry and he's just so hurt... but he's getting better and so am I.