Aug 24, 2004 19:56
lin: back
AllanRRichard: awsome
lin: oh i know it!!
AllanRRichard: im so fucking bored
AllanRRichard: an sad
lin: awe me too .. why you sad??
AllanRRichard: single i miss my Shannon*poo... its so differnt not talking to her all the time an knowing she is talking to another guy that she likes. and AH i hate it shes mine not his. :-(
lin: awe.. im sorry hun I know that must suck
AllanRRichard: 2 yrs 9 months gone :-(
lin: why dont you go and dso something too get your mind off of her
lin: yeah thats a long time
AllanRRichard: i have nothing to do no where to go an no one to see.
lin: awe.. i would go see you if my mom werent gonna be here and if I had a ride
AllanRRichard: yeah:-( ugh i miss my Shannon
lin: i know you do . .
AllanRRichard: ahh i dont know what to do
lin: awe..
lin: just go drive around somewhere or someething..
AllanRRichard: i just need my huns back..
lin: i know you do ..
lin: and i hope that in the end everything works out.
AllanRRichard: me to.. me getting her back
AllanRRichard: thst how it ushaully is
lin: yeah .... do you think you guys will end up getting back together?
AllanRRichard: i dont know with this asshole shes seeing knaw.. he was cool when i first started talking to him but shes everything she hates wich she knows but shes denying.. i dont see it lasting to long.. and when they get doen her mind will go back to me like always
lin: and you are gonna take her back??
AllanRRichard: always have always do
AllanRRichard: damn love.. but there is somthing special about her i just have that feeling, u know? i feel somthing for her no one will ever be able to replace. wich must be true if she always comes back to me
lin: but why? .. if she is gonna go and be seeing other people when you still love her and she seems like she still loves you .. why take someone back that has hurt you?! i know you love her , biut... i donno
lin: yeah.. i understand ..
AllanRRichard: its b/c shes young an shes raised differnt then me... but i know she loves me she jsut gets confused an side tracked easily.. but when she puts her mind onto me its so great i cant explain it
lin: yeah .. well i just hope you guys end up getting back together so that you are happt
AllanRRichard: yeah i want that to, and i can make her happy, i knwo at this point im annoying her cause all i do is bitch about them and how its not rite. but a week b4 they *got together* me an her were doing great not fighting or nothing it was awsome.. :-( so that just shows rite there that she is trying to forget about me but wont be able to.. she still loves me.. i still do thigns for her and were still able to make it work as much as she doesnt want to her heart wont let her lie her mind will but after awhile shell listen to her heart like always an relize whats more important to her
lin: yeah .. so hopefully she will start listeing to her heart and you guys will get back together and be happy.. maybe right now she just needs time .. but I am sure they wont last long at all and she will go back to you ..
lin: just give her time.. i know it will be hard but you have to right now
AllanRRichard: i know she needs time an i told her if thast what she needed ide give that to her no problem its just the hole other guy thing i have the problem with its going to maek everything all around wurse.
AllanRRichard: cause shes said to me all she needed was some time
AllanRRichard: then she found this guy
lin: yeah i know it will .. but you just have to remember that she still loves you and that they probably wont last ... she will realize soon that she want to be with you not him!
lin: but maybe being with this guy she will realize that he aint like you and she will then come back to you !
AllanRRichard: liek she always does.. exspecially scence hes jsut fucking stupid like i said i thought he was nice at first i even told him good luck with her i told her atleast she found someone descent an then he totaly showed me his true self/ or even another side of him, and that side/other self will not connect with Shannon.. as soon as she opens up her eyes an heart. stops trying to force her self to move on. and look at him for what he realy is shell come back
lin: yeah and you just have to remember that you are deff* better for her then him .. and she is just trying to take time and move on but she will realize that she doesnt want to move on .. she will come back to you .. trust me she will!
Richard: yeah i know that its what always happens if she wasnt with another guy i wouldnt be so wurried its not that im wurried she wont come back. im just wurried somthing might happen between them to that isnt well i cant explain it i just dont want them to touch eachother if u know what i mean
AllanRRichard: im not really wurried i jsut dont want her with anyone elcse cause it always wynds up making things harder in the end when she does come back. if it had been 3 months of me an her not talking an not being together at all.. sure i wouldnt care..
lin: yeah i deff* know what you mean ... its kinda like shes yours and you dont want other guys touching her ..
AllanRRichard: Most deff.