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Ok so I'm a little upset right now. You see, my mom is always wondering why I'm always at friends' houses, but none of them every come to mine. She's always like, "Why don't you ever have friends over. You could have campfires, then come in and watch movies, and they could even sleep over if you want." And the thing is, I would LOVE for that to happen, really I would. But I cant stand my house. It's not finished for one thing. It's always trashed because of my siblings, and my mom is always gone either working or bringing me somewhere, so there is never really time to clean. And I know my friends are wonderful and they wouldn't care at all, but I care. It's embarassing. I want a neat home like most of my friends do, all decorated and tidy. And I can't do anything about it not being finished. It's my dad's job, but he's never home anymore because he decided that he wanted to be a truck driver. Smart move. Now he's gone for three weeks, and back here for a few. So in those few days, he tries to cram seeing all of the family and spending with them in, and there is no time to get anything done. People may understand our circumstances and not really notice, but it bugs me. A lot.
And oh yeah, my mom "won the lottery" (she only got 1000...we were one number off. literally. Just my luck) But we're not gonna even be able to enjoy it because it will be gone in three days. My mom has to get the van fixed, and the rest is going to the bills. God forbid we do something out of the ordinary for once...
Ugh I'm sorry I'm being so bitchy.
And oh yeah, my mom "won the lottery" (she only got 1000...we were one number off. literally. Just my luck) But we're not gonna even be able to enjoy it because it will be gone in three days. My mom has to get the van fixed, and the rest is going to the bills. God forbid we do something out of the ordinary for once...
Ugh I'm sorry I'm being so bitchy.