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so yea. .. i finally got a new comp and my internet back on. so whoo hoo for me! um. . . i nunno. im single, and i have been for almost 5 months now.um. . . im a senior is cos skool now, fun fun. xmas was kool. . .got a shyt load of marilyn monroe stuff. um . . . squish is still alive. lol. its been over one year since i got him!!! we celebrated his b-day on x-mas eve. um. . . . me n the fam have been fighting ALOT lately. i think im more depressed now then when i dated that asshole. i nunno. . . i just feel like my parents dont care about me anymore. they blow me off all the time but they spend every waking minute they get with my little sister. and u would think that they would wanna see me and spend time with me seeing as i go to skool 5 days a week and work for 5 days a week. but. . . i guess im nothing to everyone. i have a cell fone that barely ever rings bcuz 1- im not seeing anyone, 2- all my good friends have boyfriends that they blow me off for (not you candice) or they all live out in gross ile or northville or sterling heights. i hate it. i get threatened to get kicked out almost every other day, me n my mom fight at least once a day bcuz she jumps up my ass about the stupidest shit as soon as i walk thru the door knowing im stressed and exhausted. i even went to the doctors and they told me i need to take time to breath bcuz im fatigued. i NEVER get time to hang out with my friends. . . .if u wanna get technical. . i barely even have time for me anymore. its sad. . i mean,i love skool, i love the fact that im making good money. . .but i just want to be a teenager once in awhile. i only have 1 more year of it left.
speaking of being single. .. i miss one of my EXes ALOT. i saw him about 2 and a half weeks ago and it was weird bcuz i had just recently started thinking about him like a hella lot and he showed up at my work. and no. . . im not talking about the asshole. im talking about Dustin. me n him dated on n off for aboyut 6 years. i nunno. . . i would LOVE to get another chance with him. . .but he has a girlfriend. . .but i guess im just gunna have to get over it.
i nunno what to write. . .my life isnt that exciting anymore. lmao.im just happy my internet is turnedback on n since i havent updated inawhile . . i figured id fill ya'll in.
speaking of being single. .. i miss one of my EXes ALOT. i saw him about 2 and a half weeks ago and it was weird bcuz i had just recently started thinking about him like a hella lot and he showed up at my work. and no. . . im not talking about the asshole. im talking about Dustin. me n him dated on n off for aboyut 6 years. i nunno. . . i would LOVE to get another chance with him. . .but he has a girlfriend. . .but i guess im just gunna have to get over it.
i nunno what to write. . .my life isnt that exciting anymore. lmao.im just happy my internet is turnedback on n since i havent updated inawhile . . i figured id fill ya'll in.