Charles

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i just have to let everyone know about charles. hes my new. . someone. lol. i havent been this happy since me n adam broke up. its insane. i mean, hes hot, hes such a fucking sweetheart, i mean. .. hes almost perfect. the only thing that people think will get in between us is that we're different. bcuz he likes country music, an di like punkish/heavy metalish music. like he said tho, 2 negatives make a positive. lol. this kid has a fucking job! YEA! adam never had a good job. he drives, hes. . perfect. ive been talking to him for the last 5 days, and we're already falling for each other, its fucking insane. i mean, we talk everyday, even when im in skool, he calls me after my skool, before his skool, after his work or skool, i mean. wow. i dont even know what to say to him half the time bcuz he just says the sweetest things. and yes, i owe a LOT of thanx to steph and amanda for bringing us together. just. . the things he says, make me cry automatically. adam never said half the stuff he says to me and we're not even dating yet. the more n more i get to know this kid, the more n more im happy that im not with adam anymore. me n adam would have NEVER had a life together, and i realize that. he didnt plan on going to college or making anything of himself, hes 18 and already has a fucking kid for crying out loud! AND he cheats on everygirl hes with. where the hell is he gunna go in life being the way he is? exactly my point. . . charles is so opposite of adam, and i love it. Charles makes me feel loved, special, wanted, Adam made me feel like i shoud just die and worthless. im so fucking happy. half the time i cant stop smiling.eek! he just called me from his lunch break. gawd. im so friggin happy. lol.like wow. . .lol.omg. . . he even sounds so hot on the fone.omg.lol. i think im falling in love. wow. i didnt think i could move on so much so fast.

im falling. . and i cant get up