Where to start ? First off, we all know the cheating story as of two and a half weeks ago. So we wont go into that. We have been to a few therapy appointments since then, the counselor is not very good, and I want to change counselors. She doesn't ask questions, she seems to think us talking is the best thing, which it is, but I figured she would ask questions to get us in the right direction, and "how do you feel about that" and "why do you think you do things like that" or etc. Nothing. I get nothing from her. She is very quiet, and when she does speak, she repeats the same things over and over each session.
*Sigh*
So about a week ago, Mark asked me if I could fulfill a fantasy for him, and have sex with another guy in front of him. Since, I am not into cheating, obviously, I declined his offer, and said absolutely not. For one, that is disgusting, and if I wanted to sleep around I would have stayed single. Number two, I am trying to discourage anything having to do with cheating, in any direction because he continues to do it, and I want to get him to where he wont anymore. So he rolled over, and said fine. a couple of days later, he gets his phone back because he had gone back to work, but his internet was blocked supposedly from 5am-5pm, or something along those lines. He came home and wanted to put an ad on craigslist with me, for wanting a lawnmower, in the want section. So I agreed, since we are in fact looking for a cheap riding lawn mower, and needing a good deal since money is tight around here.
So we put my cell phone number in there, because thats what we normally do when we are trying to buy/sell something only because its faster for people to contact, etc. I have NEVER had a problem with the few years I have been doing that same thing with my number in ads. But I started to get emails, and text messages, during the day the next day. So we would do a few emails/texts back and forth about their lawn mower that they had for sale. But it would always go into some other conversation, and they would instantly start flirting with me, and would randomly send my phone pictures of themselves, and I was like wow, everyone here is so fucked with lawn mowers, I was like i fucking hate lawn mowers after all these people trying to get me to cheat and what not, but I of course declined (have all of the text messages on my phone still to prove it) Well, so many people started bothering me that I was just like what the fuck. I was really RUDE to this one guy, who was being a straight prick to me, like telling me to have sex with him, and its gonna happen either way. I said a few choice words to him and he said "the dude in the email said you would cave in and you're not, what the fuck" WHAT DUDE IN WHAT EMAIL ???????????????????
so I ask this guy questions back and forth,and he said "some guy sent some emails to guys asking for someone to fuck their wife" I FREAK THE FUCK OUT. what the fuck is going on ?? ?? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? I instantly get sick to my stomach, I hadnt even eaten anything, and I wanted to vomit, all over. I asked the guy for the email, of whoever this other guy was and he said sure and he asked for my email, and he FORWARDED me the emails that this mystery guy was sending him back and forth throughout the entire day yesterday. My heart SANK when I got that email bing on my phone. I didn't want to look at it. Another guy had texted me and said "fyi he likes to wear you're underwear" what... the fuck ... is going the fuck on.
Mark had taken it upon himself to have a secret email, that hes probably had for a very long time now. on thursday he had posted an ad "screw my wife" on craigslist. In this ad, he had said he was looking for guys (yes, plural) to come fuck his wife for him, and he had also put in the ad a COPY OF THE LINK OF MY LAWN MOWER AD, and told those guys to click on my link, and text/email the number and talk to me about a lawn mower, and get her to fuck you. The emails back and forth, were of mark with this email, which has the word "bama" in it, (hes from alabama, real smooth guy) and him and this guy were talking all day, friday while that guy was texting me trying to get me to fuck him. the guy had asked him why he had wanted me to have sex with other guys, his excuse, his ONLY excuse, his only fucking excuse, was because I had killed our babies and he wanted pay back, the guy was also telling mark in return, that I kept denying him, and that it wasn't going to work, and then the guy asked if I drank. then they proceeded to TALK BACK AND FORTH about how mark will get me DRUNK, and they could take better advantage of me then.
One of those guys, also drove by my house, he had called, and I answered. He said "which house" and I said "what are you talking about, and who is this" and he said "your hubby said its a small line of houses and yall have a lot of grass to be mowed *he laughs* and so its only the white or the blue one" I HUNG UP. because my house was in fact the BLUE one. I was home ALONE, with no one here. both my cousins were at work, and mark was at work, emailing all these fucking guys, and someone was over here stalking me. what if he was a serial killer ?? nobody has any idea ever of who they are talking to online, especially when talking about sex, so many perverts out there. and now all these people, that I don't even know, in my new SMALL town, have pictures of me, have given my number to their friends, my pictures, my tattoos on my chest are one in a million out here, so I feel like when I go outside, everyone is staring at me now. and then to also have to be humiliated that I knew nothing about any of this, and mark had even sent pictures of himself with MY panties on to some of these people. People called my phone all night, and texted. I got a few emails, I finally just woke up and got up around 5am because it was just to much. I now have to go out today... to face the world and change my number at verizon. and now I am worried about people driving by all the time, fuck.
i could just crawl inside myself and die.
here is the email conversation, and what not back and forth from mark and that guy. PICTURES, have been removed for viewing though.
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: Kelly <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 4:12:25 PM
thats me wearing her panty
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 12:11 PM, Kelly <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
Is this a pic of her? Let me see a pic of her pussy
Sent from my iPhone
On Aug 24, 2012, at 12:06 PM, Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com> wrote:
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 11:54 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
Either, but u have to set it up
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 3:49:45 PM
in her pussy or ass
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 11:48 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
It will be deep inside her, but first you have to set it all up
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 3:48:03 PM
yes
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 11:47 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
If thats what u wanted
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 3:46:01 PM
wuold you then force me to drinkit out becuase ihave such tiny dick
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 11:31 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
Im down if she would give in, id even blow my load in her for you
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 3:29:04 PM
which is another reason why i want her fucked
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 11:28 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
O
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 3:27:42 PM
yes the first was nautral but the doc gave her pills if she needed them. well she kept the pill and used them on the other 2
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 11:26 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
Was it her fault?
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 3:25:27 PM
if she wants to i amnot stoppingher she had lost 3of my chikldren over past year
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 11:24 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
O thats not good
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 3:23:50 PM
hse is probably wantingto leave and divorce me right now
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 11:22 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
Im cool with that, let me know if u can talk her into something
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 3:20:54 PM
no she is bigger but fuckable
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 11:19 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
Got any pics of her?
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 3:14:58 PM
no she isnt
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 11:14 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
Tell her you want to watch her get fucked, maybe she will be down for it the
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 3:06:45 PM
i think shes spooked away
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 11:05 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
Well we could teach her a lesson for sure, i got 8 inches and could fuck all her holes, or make her gag on my cock while u fuck her
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 3:02:50 PM
she complains about my pathetic 5.5inch dick being inher pussy she never lets me fuck that ass
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 11:01 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
Why monday? So you are not there? We should fuck her together...does she like anal
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 3:00:22 PM
that will be the only way and delay geting it to her until monday
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 10:59 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
Ill take some tonight
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 2:59:01 PM
do youhave pictures of the push mower? she isnt talkingto anyone
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 10:57 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
Think we could pull it off? Get her drunk and fuck her all night
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 2:54:01 PM
yes she occassionaly drinks i only dr5ink jack at home,
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 10:52 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
So someone said you told them to try to fuck her? Do yall drink? Could get her drunk and both of us fuck her
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 2:50:29 PM
yes because she thinks it is me
On Fri, Aug 24, 2012 at 10:34 AM, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
Is she mad at you?
From: Bama Techneck <
bamatechneck@gmail.com>;
To: <
muszallkr@yahoo.com>;
Subject: Re: screw my wife - w4m - 26 (jacksonville)
Sent: Fri, Aug 24, 2012 2:30:33 PM
is it a riding?
On 8/24/12, kelly muszall <
muszallkr@yahoo.com> wrote:
> Wtf? Cause she wouldnt give in? I actually have a lawnmower to sell