Mar 18, 2011 17:42
lol so bright and early on day 3...guess who said good morning. thats right. lol oh it made me gush. and then we started talking today and i have to drop tims atm card off with him tomorrow and taylor is going to escort me there. i am pleased. i didnt even have to ask, he offered. it was so nice. "do you want me to pick you up in my truck and then drive you there?" DO YOU HAVE TO ASK!??? LOL
i am trying not to be so excited because the house is really a mess. and i work tonight, but i will clean it up in the morning, after i shower and shave mah legs. :) and ive never been in his truck, so i am super excited about it. ugh i am just excited to see him. its so great that i feel this way every time we talk and i see him. gosh its nice. i love being so happy.
now, i know what your thinking... what if he doesnt show up? i know, i thought about that too, and i would be extremely upset, but i just have to learn to shrug it off my back now because i remember being upset for over a week because he didnt show up those two days, and that didnt make me feel good and i was in a crappy mood and it was all i thought about. this time he OFFERED to see me, so that makes it all the more better. because that means he wants to see me right ?
but i work tonight from 10pm-8am, and then when i get home i will shower, and shave my legs, and straighten my hair (if it dries by then) and then pick up the house a bit, well i will do that tonight actually so its less i have to do tomorrow. yay me. i kinda wished i had taken more out of the bank today other then 40 dollars... because we are going to get food for the bbq and im not sure if 40 will be enough. and my check hasnt cleared yet but should be by the morning. ugh.. so now i have to worry about that. lol
but i am sure he will buy it anyway becuase hes just ridiculous that way, but i still want to give him the option for me to pay. ribs, bbq sauce, chicken, chips, potatoes, soda, beer, sunshine, taylor and family. what a great way to blast off the weekend.