i'll sink this ship if i want.
i think maybe i'm always living as if i'm i some sort of perpetual limbo, a purgatorial preview session awaiting my life's feature presentation.
no, sometimes i live in the now. manifestation celebration. i will have no choice at flipside.
actually i do a lot. in sprints. with long breaks in between. twenty ten was an incredibly full year. just thinking of everything my tent went through makes me dizzy. my life is full; it just seems empty so often. i have trouble keeping up my momentum when i get it. i have impulse control that sets me back almost every time i get myself ahead. it's obvious that i'm pathologically analytical. and too hard on myself? how did i start criticizing myself?
there are mistakes that need to be made. everything has to change.
no, sometimes i live in the now. manifestation celebration. i will have no choice at flipside.
actually i do a lot. in sprints. with long breaks in between. twenty ten was an incredibly full year. just thinking of everything my tent went through makes me dizzy. my life is full; it just seems empty so often. i have trouble keeping up my momentum when i get it. i have impulse control that sets me back almost every time i get myself ahead. it's obvious that i'm pathologically analytical. and too hard on myself? how did i start criticizing myself?
there are mistakes that need to be made. everything has to change.