Planet Smoothie

Oct 30, 2005 15:55

Ever notice some people always wish they had somethin' other than what they do? I hate being one of those people and I am sometimes. Just wonder why it is sometimes I can't or am not happy with my life the way it is or with what I have. I mean I really don't have it so bad...I have a bike a fun car (thanks to brother) I am healthy and full of energy I have a beauiful family a husband who is tryin again...so what the heck?!?!? I think I just get sucked in by the routine of things...family and kids kinda thing. You get no breaks from bein a mom or wife. You are on duty 24-7. And when there is downtime here I clean because that's what I do. Ya know, sometimes too, I feel like I am always the one doin' all the work with everything and everyone and the worst part is I feel GUILTY if I take a break!!!! I belive I am my own worst enemy. I complain and do nothing because it would take time away from my family and my husband...uh I just wish I would be happy with what I have and where I'm at. Look!!! I just did it again!!!! Ahhhhh!! WHATEVER!!! I need to just get over myself!! Hey...thanks for readin'!! I don't vent here often...done now...this too shall pass...tomorrow I will have a much brighter disposition and things will be good (not like they are bad ya know?)...I know it!! I chalk this up to waking up on the wrong side of the bed!!I better remember where THAT was so I don't wake up THERE again!!!
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