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Not a lot of interesting things going on...life really...working out...so much to do on the weekends coming up. Halloween which is always fun with the kids ya know. It's cold...and I just can't get warm!!! Grrrrr!
Oh!! Here's somethin'! I didn't listen to my instincts one day and decided to leave my windows open a crack while I went into Wal-Mart for a quick shopping excursion (okay I was running errands but it sounds more fun the other way). So anyway...dowm pour...I had no umbrella and it';s not like I could run out with Amanda on my hip in the pouring rain and put them up. So I wait till it let's off enough for me to dredge through it. I get soaked, Amanda get's soaked and wehn i open my car door the whole inside is soaked...her car seat is soaked...the floor is going squish squish...and I am late to pick up Addison...the windows are completely fogged...and I have leather seats. So of course this is right before the hurricane so it's humid for the next three days and my car is stinky. What did I learn? Well listen to my instincts for one...but the other thing is that I was heartbroken at first but thenn I thoguth this is changeable. It will dry. It will smell better. No permanent damage that was irreversable was done. So I didn't bum about it. I let it go. And I got to thinkin' that's why I get so sad about people and relationships. People have a choice to change or not. You may know what would be best for them but ultimatley it's their choice. And like it or not it may affect you. That's hard for me. But, truthfully, I am not God and maybe what I think is best for someone isn't. Okay...I'm done with my deep thoughts.
Oh!! Here's somethin'! I didn't listen to my instincts one day and decided to leave my windows open a crack while I went into Wal-Mart for a quick shopping excursion (okay I was running errands but it sounds more fun the other way). So anyway...dowm pour...I had no umbrella and it';s not like I could run out with Amanda on my hip in the pouring rain and put them up. So I wait till it let's off enough for me to dredge through it. I get soaked, Amanda get's soaked and wehn i open my car door the whole inside is soaked...her car seat is soaked...the floor is going squish squish...and I am late to pick up Addison...the windows are completely fogged...and I have leather seats. So of course this is right before the hurricane so it's humid for the next three days and my car is stinky. What did I learn? Well listen to my instincts for one...but the other thing is that I was heartbroken at first but thenn I thoguth this is changeable. It will dry. It will smell better. No permanent damage that was irreversable was done. So I didn't bum about it. I let it go. And I got to thinkin' that's why I get so sad about people and relationships. People have a choice to change or not. You may know what would be best for them but ultimatley it's their choice. And like it or not it may affect you. That's hard for me. But, truthfully, I am not God and maybe what I think is best for someone isn't. Okay...I'm done with my deep thoughts.