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man o man last night was a blast. i kissed a guy with a tongue ring for the first time. that was cool. i didnt eat yesterday and i drank one beer and i was tipsy. i dont knwo why i havnt been eating lately. i just havnt had an appetite. i know that i need to eat but i dont want to and when i do i always get nautious afterwards. so i just dont do it anymore. ive been getting really depressed also. i guess cuz the lack of food. i just start thinking about shit and i get depressed. and i dont have anyone to talk to because the one person that i can tell anything to is being stubborn and thinks tht i ditch her. o well i guess my journal will have to do for now. ive lost some more weight. only one person has told me that she notices my wieght loss,which is my aunt. that made me feel good. well i dont know what imma do tonight. hopefully chris will call and we can hang out. i want to go to the movies for some reason.