Pride 2006

[all_yours_babie]

Today was the 37th Annual NYC Heritage of Pride/Gay Pride Parade from 5th Ave. down to the Village. I didn't go. It's probably still going on right now but I just couldnt do it. I thought about it over and over and the more people talked about what went on during the parade and looking at pictures on the HOP website, the worse I felt. I would've liked to go with my one lesbian friend but she's kinda shady when it comes to making arrangements. I dont even know if she came back to the city yet from where we went to school. I really didnt want to go alone and when I woke up this morning, it was raining pretty hard and I was still so sleepy. So I decided not to make the trip. Kinda wished I did but I just dont know. I ended up watching parade updates on the news and rewatched The L Word episode "Loud and Proud". It was a good episode and it was really cute when Howie came out to Dana and was so proud of it. lol. I am defintiely not like that. So I guess all in all I dont have too much pride. I mean, I couldnt even get any of my friends to go with me. Well being that only like a hand full of my friends know about me and none of them are gay, so it was kinda hard. The few that I've told accept me but they don't and will never really understand me. Sigh. I would've even had to lie to my parents if I had gone since I'm back at home now and they wonder what I do on a daily basis. But hopefully all that will change when I move out to Long Island next week. Damn, I seriously need to start making some gay friends...

so Happy Pride to all those that have it and Good Luck for those still looking!