fucking day
wow today was an absolutely horrible day with a twist. started out with me waking up extra early for my class and i HAD to go since i faked a sickness and missed monday's quiz so now i had to go in today to pick up my makeup quiz. anyway, i did really bad on this quiz so that means i have to kick ass the rest of the semester. then i went to the lab to do some research only to find out that my grad student is out of town so i got pretty much nothing done without him.
i had a pretty great lunch tho with a close friend of mine.. whom i think will be one of the first ones to know when i come out since we discussed certain issues today and she is extremely open-minded.. even more so than i pretend to lead on about myself.. oh and after lunch, i gave my heart's desire a call.. of course: no answer. but i left an extremely casual message to see how she was and if she wanted to have dinner sometime. hopin for a response any week now.. lol.
i tried to go to this "confronting homophobia forum" that my school's LGBT group was sponsoring but somehow NO ONE was there when i got there right on time. apparently all gay events start MUCH later than planned. hell, how the fuck was i supposed to know that? i'm new around here, DAMNIT! and it was the most fucking awkward thing... the entire event was sponsored by the african-american group and latino-group on campus and there you have all of them sitting in this huge ass room and then you have ME in the back. ugh.. that forum shit was soo boring i almost fell asleep so i just left.
i chilled around for a bit until the rocky horror picture show was to start.. so i leave only to find that i got a fucking TICKET on campus for parking in a no parking zone or some shit.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!! i went for the show anyway hoping for it to calm me down. i got there 10 mins after they supposedly "openned their doors".. but when i went in there, this fucking dude came up to me and was like "oh the movie doesnt start for another 45 mins.. so you have to wait outside" i was like WAT THE FUCK?! fuck this, so i just left.. i wasnt sticking around for anymore of this fucking gay shit.
instead i went to the gym hoping to burn off some of my frustrations and calories from today's lunch (haha).. only to find out that i forgot my shorts at home and had nothing in my locker.. soo.. FUCKED! went inside the gym anyway to sign up for a class tomorrow and who do i see? my completely GORGEOUS (blonde hair, blue eyes, 5'8, dimples, beautiful smile) classmate from swimming (whom i HAVE seen naked.. YOWZA!!!) and she was being her usual perky and adorable self but was more so since she saw that i was down.. then we started crackin some hilarious jokes on how bad she is at describing movie plots. Ugh, she was just making me laugh so hard.. and omfg, HER laugh was the cutest thing ever! needless to say.. she cheered me right up! and she told me she'd be disappointed if she didnt see me in that class i signed up for tomorrow... hahaha, so now.. I CANT WAIT!!! woot!
i'm ass tired now so gonna go and take a nap~
i had a pretty great lunch tho with a close friend of mine.. whom i think will be one of the first ones to know when i come out since we discussed certain issues today and she is extremely open-minded.. even more so than i pretend to lead on about myself.. oh and after lunch, i gave my heart's desire a call.. of course: no answer. but i left an extremely casual message to see how she was and if she wanted to have dinner sometime. hopin for a response any week now.. lol.
i tried to go to this "confronting homophobia forum" that my school's LGBT group was sponsoring but somehow NO ONE was there when i got there right on time. apparently all gay events start MUCH later than planned. hell, how the fuck was i supposed to know that? i'm new around here, DAMNIT! and it was the most fucking awkward thing... the entire event was sponsored by the african-american group and latino-group on campus and there you have all of them sitting in this huge ass room and then you have ME in the back. ugh.. that forum shit was soo boring i almost fell asleep so i just left.
i chilled around for a bit until the rocky horror picture show was to start.. so i leave only to find that i got a fucking TICKET on campus for parking in a no parking zone or some shit.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!! i went for the show anyway hoping for it to calm me down. i got there 10 mins after they supposedly "openned their doors".. but when i went in there, this fucking dude came up to me and was like "oh the movie doesnt start for another 45 mins.. so you have to wait outside" i was like WAT THE FUCK?! fuck this, so i just left.. i wasnt sticking around for anymore of this fucking gay shit.
instead i went to the gym hoping to burn off some of my frustrations and calories from today's lunch (haha).. only to find out that i forgot my shorts at home and had nothing in my locker.. soo.. FUCKED! went inside the gym anyway to sign up for a class tomorrow and who do i see? my completely GORGEOUS (blonde hair, blue eyes, 5'8, dimples, beautiful smile) classmate from swimming (whom i HAVE seen naked.. YOWZA!!!) and she was being her usual perky and adorable self but was more so since she saw that i was down.. then we started crackin some hilarious jokes on how bad she is at describing movie plots. Ugh, she was just making me laugh so hard.. and omfg, HER laugh was the cutest thing ever! needless to say.. she cheered me right up! and she told me she'd be disappointed if she didnt see me in that class i signed up for tomorrow... hahaha, so now.. I CANT WAIT!!! woot!
i'm ass tired now so gonna go and take a nap~