Girl Nation NYC
fuck, fuck, FUCK!
so i managed to survive my first semester of grad school... which was ridiculously fucking hard.. what the fuck. i literally sacrificed my health and sanity to just barely pass everything.. what the fuckkk... i dont know if i can do this for another 4 years. sighh..
so i told one of my classmates. she was totally cool about it and i knew she would be since she had a lot of gay friends. i think she kinda felt bad for me that i had to go thru all this bullshit alone PLUS life itself. i dont really know if anyone can help me at this point.
i went to a new lez bar tonight with my good friend that explores with me thru all this. we went to Girl Nation NYC. it sucked. big time. the entire place was not set up as nice as Cattyshack in Bklyn.. but hell, we should've just listened to NY Magazine when it said that Cattyshack was the best fucking lesbian bar in NYC. why go explore when you can go to the best? i guess we dont appreciate the best until we've been to all these other crappy places. anyway, this Girl Nation place has like nothing.. no dance floor, no mega-touch, no pool table.. there was literally nothing for you to fucking do besides stand there. everyone there was ridicuously clicky.. like EVERYONE knew each other and were dancing/kissing everyone else..it was one of those places where everyone knew your name.. except no one knew us.. and didnt seemed like they cared to. the bartender was hot thought. they always are. why are the bartenders always the hottest ones in the club/bar? because that's how they get their business! FUCK! we stayed there for like literally 2 hrs and bounced the fuck outta there.. there wasnt even a realy dance floor.. everyone just gathered around the bar and somehow called that dancing..
what the fuck do i need to do to meet someone absolutely gorgeous, supports me in all my decisions and loves me unconditionally? i mean, is that too much to ask for? apparently, yes. the answer my friend gave was that even straight people have a fucking hard time meeting the "right" person so it's gotta be fucking 10x as hard for me, or people like me. UGH! apparently i gotta put myself out there even more than what i'm not doing right now. i'm just frustrated beyond what my mind and body can handle right now.. and i dont know how much longer i can put up with this.... i need help.
so i managed to survive my first semester of grad school... which was ridiculously fucking hard.. what the fuck. i literally sacrificed my health and sanity to just barely pass everything.. what the fuckkk... i dont know if i can do this for another 4 years. sighh..
so i told one of my classmates. she was totally cool about it and i knew she would be since she had a lot of gay friends. i think she kinda felt bad for me that i had to go thru all this bullshit alone PLUS life itself. i dont really know if anyone can help me at this point.
i went to a new lez bar tonight with my good friend that explores with me thru all this. we went to Girl Nation NYC. it sucked. big time. the entire place was not set up as nice as Cattyshack in Bklyn.. but hell, we should've just listened to NY Magazine when it said that Cattyshack was the best fucking lesbian bar in NYC. why go explore when you can go to the best? i guess we dont appreciate the best until we've been to all these other crappy places. anyway, this Girl Nation place has like nothing.. no dance floor, no mega-touch, no pool table.. there was literally nothing for you to fucking do besides stand there. everyone there was ridicuously clicky.. like EVERYONE knew each other and were dancing/kissing everyone else..it was one of those places where everyone knew your name.. except no one knew us.. and didnt seemed like they cared to. the bartender was hot thought. they always are. why are the bartenders always the hottest ones in the club/bar? because that's how they get their business! FUCK! we stayed there for like literally 2 hrs and bounced the fuck outta there.. there wasnt even a realy dance floor.. everyone just gathered around the bar and somehow called that dancing..
what the fuck do i need to do to meet someone absolutely gorgeous, supports me in all my decisions and loves me unconditionally? i mean, is that too much to ask for? apparently, yes. the answer my friend gave was that even straight people have a fucking hard time meeting the "right" person so it's gotta be fucking 10x as hard for me, or people like me. UGH! apparently i gotta put myself out there even more than what i'm not doing right now. i'm just frustrated beyond what my mind and body can handle right now.. and i dont know how much longer i can put up with this.... i need help.