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Hi! Sorry if it's too long, just wanted to share my poemÜ

Enough

I saw you today
and thought
of showing you
telling you

that it's not as impossible
as you might think.

not because
i wish it could be
us
but just because
i thought you deserved to have
even just a hint
of how i really feel
of how
you make me feel

you are my
'love, actually'
of sorts, i like to think.
a love
that does not expect anything
in return,
save for the hope of
my smile..

and that
makes it all the more
sweeter,
makes me
want
to give you

more..

but then
i saw
her picture on your phone
alongside
mine
and i
could not help but wonder
how much she
must mean to you and
how much i
may mean to you
up on this pedestal
you've placed me on

i do not want
to ruin things for you
or make you
hope
for something we
could never have..

because it's him i love
not you
though you already mean
so much
more than you will ever
know.

i cannot love you
because i
do not know you

so i
will leave things be..

your smile
and what we've shared
what little we've shared
is
enough.