no one reads, i just like to talk ..
im sitting here on my mattress that is now on the floor, like a poor college student, drinking some dream juice (vodka/redbull/cranberry) .. and watching the gene simmons marathon. my dresser, bed, side table, boxes, are all at my adorable new apartment that i cant move into till friday. but ohhh when friday comes, it will be glorious. i went today to help the movers, its coming along nicely. the whole apartment was gutted out and totally re-done. brand new wood floors, new bathroom upstairs, all new paint, new bedroom downstairs, new stainless steel appliances and new cabinets, and we ended up getting the apartment with the side yard ... so there might be a puppy in the near future :). im obsessed with this place, but the only bad part is the location, its so ghetto!! whatever. coby is buying us a 52 inch flat screen, can you say gossip girl parties monday nights?? gossip girl is my new favorite show, ed westwick (chuck) is possibly the most sexy man ive ever seen .... besides james franco.
that damn show makes me wish i lived in the upper east side and had all of that amazing drama in my life, i would never be bored!
once i have enough money, im putting myself through a major makeover. i need a new wardrobe so badly, i want to look more put together, more mature. im so sick of this "hipster" look i see on EVERYONE and their mothers walking down melrose ave in. the fake huge rimmed glasses with the lenses punched out, the fedora's, the bowl hats sitting on the back of their head, the terrorist scarves, american apparel deep v's in ridiculous colors (yes i wear them, only in white black or gray, that is understandable). i need $$$$$$$$ so i can do this. im also changing my hair color/length but im not telling anyone what i will be doing :) AND my eye color! im so bored with myself, but this transformation wont take place till december.
I MISS LAUREN SO MUCH!!!!!! its so depressing .. i just want her to come back already. she moved away and wont be back till the end of the year most likely, i still am in denial that she is just on vacation visiting home ... if she was here right now i wouldnt be so bored and i wouldnt be writing this journal entry.
this is a terrible picture of us but im wayyy to lazy to look through all of the picture the two of us have with each other, man i miss her :(
coby got a newwwwww carrrrrr :) speaking of, he just walked through the door, bye!