a few things

[all_will_shine]

i cant keep doing this to myself.
yea i love stevie and yea for the longest time i would have done anything to keep her in my life.
but you know what now its different. b.c everytime i think about her i think about how hurt i am.
and now that she's decided shes over it and wants to be with me. i dont know if thats what i really want.
i want to be happy. and it seems like which ever way i choose to go i wont be. i dont know how to just be her friend, but at the same time i dont know what i'm supossed to do without her.
i hate this situation.
i hate my life.
and i hate not knowing what i'm supossed to do.