She stood silent and watched...creativeheart21December 5 2011, 23:30:21 UTC
but that was a joke, inside there wasn't a moments peace as thousands of thoughts swirled dizzily, her throat catching as she tried to choke back tears. Her heart shattered into millions of shards, crashing and thrashing so loudly she feared her mind would burst. Her eyes took in the images, blurring and reddening and fading out but it was done. His actions would alter her perceptions forever, but for now it was nothing but him, him and 'her'. The world around her started spinning and before she realized exactly what she was doing, she was out on the streets, running. Just running as far from him as she could, her throat tearing with the screams of despair that frightened her. She never knew she could feel so much, could hurt so terribly. Young and naive, isolated from everyone and the one person she trusted, threw it in her face to watch, over and over again in her inner eye. She suddenly stopped, the rain starting to fall as she closed her eyes and faced the heavens to feel the cold touch her hot skin. Her body felt light, hollow even, as if the wind could just pick her up and carry her away.
All those promises, all those kisses and caresses that filled those cold, lonely nights. All her hopes, dreams and wishes...in one night, destroyed. As the rain washed over her, her body chilled but her soul burned with regret, with betrayal. How could she feel so much, she was fit to burst at the seams, her mind lost to her, shooting to the stars without her.
She didn't see the headlights rushing closer and closer, didn't hear the carhorn blare so horrendously close, the squeal of the tires. She stood silent and watched, over and over again the deed that did her in.
All those promises, all those kisses and caresses that filled those cold, lonely nights. All her hopes, dreams and wishes...in one night, destroyed. As the rain washed over her, her body chilled but her soul burned with regret, with betrayal. How could she feel so much, she was fit to burst at the seams, her mind lost to her, shooting to the stars without her.
She didn't see the headlights rushing closer and closer, didn't hear the carhorn blare so horrendously close, the squeal of the tires. She stood silent and watched, over and over again the deed that did her in.
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