how can my heart mend if u keep tearing out the sutures

[all_u_evr_wntd]

ugh so cj is an asshole
as are some of my friends
im glad everyones away this weekend
i cant keep pretending to be happy

i miss cuddling
i miss kissing
i miss him
and well i kno it will never be
even cj knew enough to leave 
lame

xo