Jun 13, 2005 04:32
aah! i can't sleep lately. even though i'm tired, just can't do it.
no more sparks for a while. (yeah, lets see how long that lasts)
orpheum was hella fun.
.
.
.
so on friday he smiled and said yes like he was relieved that one of us finally asked. came over, watched a movie. talked through all of "lost in translation," which is good because he has things to say that i care about, which doesn't happen on most dates...like thoughts of moving to europe, etc. he showed the first sign of affection. we stayed up until it was light out. tall, dark and absolutely beautiful. where's the catch? oh there it is...he wants to leave for the air force soon.
talk about wearing your heart on your steve.
i just got a call from some guy @ 4am claiming to be someone i met at orpheum, but by the voice he sounded like some loser i'd never give the time of day. when i tried to get the weirdo off the phone he proceeded to ask if he could pour syrup on me and something else about a gang bang...prank calls were more fun in middle school, though.
i think i'm finally ready for sleep now.