* never had a crush liek this before *

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lookin back iduno if everything made more sense then or now... things definately get better but iduno wats gona happen in the future and everythings startin to go by real fast now. theres lots of things to miss but lots of things to look forward to and lotsa crazy memories for suure. ppl change even if they dont want to and also ppl dont which isnt always a good thing, but eventually everyones gona realize wats best and it can be too late, and when they realize it they could wish that it could last forever or they could look back and be liek wow wat was i doing ... i guess it all depends on where you are in life. i definately dont want to have anyone tellin me wat i can and can not do. thinkin of the future is actually really scary even tho its so far away it has to fall in place eventually, and u can wihs u had so much goin but wat if it turns out nuthen at all , and wat if everything uve ever wanted is gona be nothin like wats really goin on and wats reality, who knows wats gona happen it could be better then wat ur actually dreamin of or it could be complete shit...