london calling at the top of the dial
how i wish for someone to do a cover of that song, but i know it wont exceed beyond dog shit.
i move in 31 days. i finally told mary today about it, and she was happy for me and told me to go. she even told me she would be more then happy to take me back when i get back. and, to still give the full time lady a call to see if she'll take me now, and when i get back.
i heart mary. shes been nothing but wonderful to me. and, i think she knew about michael and i...or at least knew that he had a thing for me. everytime i was with michael and she called, she would casually mention how pretty or wonderful i was to get a rise out of him...sort of like fishing for information. she even asked him, "you really like kelley, dont you?" shes so perceptive. ah, being with massage therapists, you will have no secrets. we are all too damn in tune to eachother. erin figured it out before anything really even happened.
yeah, speaking of michael. in a nut shell, while i was running 40 minutes late to bagland (i had an on-call shift from 1-10, and the only day i could go down to a2 and talk to mary was that day. i called at 11 and talked to one manager, nicole, and she said i had to be in by 4. done. at 12:32, i find myself practically in a2 when anne (another manager) calls and says my ass is grass if im not in by one. i was intensely angry, since they could have called at least 30 minutes earlier, knowing where i was going. i had to go home, change, and drive to bagland. not fun, and i was very aggitated.) he called and starting freaking out about his move, once again. finally, i told him that if he was waiting for my permission to go, go. and if i dont see you before that happens, im sorry, but at least he'll be happy. i told him he wasnt ready for a relationship, i wasnt ready, and that he needs to work on himself and be with his daughter now. he was so lost, looking for someone to tell him what to do, and he asked if i could call him later. so i call him on my break, and he is a complete wreck. i end up spending the day with him the next day (he called to get me out of bed, i was in canton by 11:30a, and didnt leave until 2:15a. thats more then 12 hours for our last day together. we bee-boped around a2, and he did not want me to leave at all. finally, i broke away from his arms, told him goodbye as he teared up, and went home. i feel like a bitch, but he needs to be with his daughter, and to be happy. he called me twice in an hour the day he was leaving, trying to meet with me one last time, and it never happened. i havent talked to him since he left me a voicemail the night he left for NC while i was with my client that said good bye, and that he will call when he can.
he called monday night while i worked my 1-10p, and when i checked my voicemail, it was his daughter. do i know what to think and how i feel about this? negative. do i wish he would call me back and explain that? most definately. men...
i hate windows vista. vista, you arent compatible with ANYthing! my media player, my digital camera, my ass, NOTHING. i just love the feature that asks you if its okay at least a dozen and a half times before it can perform a simple operation, like deleting a pointless document. i need to get pictures from my camera to my laptop, and it just wont work. it would before for my bon jovi pictures, but not now. its a tad frustrating.
i brought home boxes, and bought a bed-in-a-bag, and is in the process of making a list of everything i will need (i.e. toilet paper, handsoap).
everything is just falling into place. its going to be here before i know it.
this entry is extremely pointless.
i move in 31 days. i finally told mary today about it, and she was happy for me and told me to go. she even told me she would be more then happy to take me back when i get back. and, to still give the full time lady a call to see if she'll take me now, and when i get back.
i heart mary. shes been nothing but wonderful to me. and, i think she knew about michael and i...or at least knew that he had a thing for me. everytime i was with michael and she called, she would casually mention how pretty or wonderful i was to get a rise out of him...sort of like fishing for information. she even asked him, "you really like kelley, dont you?" shes so perceptive. ah, being with massage therapists, you will have no secrets. we are all too damn in tune to eachother. erin figured it out before anything really even happened.
yeah, speaking of michael. in a nut shell, while i was running 40 minutes late to bagland (i had an on-call shift from 1-10, and the only day i could go down to a2 and talk to mary was that day. i called at 11 and talked to one manager, nicole, and she said i had to be in by 4. done. at 12:32, i find myself practically in a2 when anne (another manager) calls and says my ass is grass if im not in by one. i was intensely angry, since they could have called at least 30 minutes earlier, knowing where i was going. i had to go home, change, and drive to bagland. not fun, and i was very aggitated.) he called and starting freaking out about his move, once again. finally, i told him that if he was waiting for my permission to go, go. and if i dont see you before that happens, im sorry, but at least he'll be happy. i told him he wasnt ready for a relationship, i wasnt ready, and that he needs to work on himself and be with his daughter now. he was so lost, looking for someone to tell him what to do, and he asked if i could call him later. so i call him on my break, and he is a complete wreck. i end up spending the day with him the next day (he called to get me out of bed, i was in canton by 11:30a, and didnt leave until 2:15a. thats more then 12 hours for our last day together. we bee-boped around a2, and he did not want me to leave at all. finally, i broke away from his arms, told him goodbye as he teared up, and went home. i feel like a bitch, but he needs to be with his daughter, and to be happy. he called me twice in an hour the day he was leaving, trying to meet with me one last time, and it never happened. i havent talked to him since he left me a voicemail the night he left for NC while i was with my client that said good bye, and that he will call when he can.
he called monday night while i worked my 1-10p, and when i checked my voicemail, it was his daughter. do i know what to think and how i feel about this? negative. do i wish he would call me back and explain that? most definately. men...
i hate windows vista. vista, you arent compatible with ANYthing! my media player, my digital camera, my ass, NOTHING. i just love the feature that asks you if its okay at least a dozen and a half times before it can perform a simple operation, like deleting a pointless document. i need to get pictures from my camera to my laptop, and it just wont work. it would before for my bon jovi pictures, but not now. its a tad frustrating.
i brought home boxes, and bought a bed-in-a-bag, and is in the process of making a list of everything i will need (i.e. toilet paper, handsoap).
everything is just falling into place. its going to be here before i know it.
this entry is extremely pointless.