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so my weekend sucked ass. my canada day was horrible, but i am not surprised. my parents went away wednesday so of course everything had to go wrong then. the hot water tank leaked everywhere, sparky is a stupid asshole dog, he needs to learn to pee outside i hate him more than i ever have. everything in my basement smells damp and stinky, everything upstairs smells like pee. i wanna move far away from here with my mom and rocky and start from scratch or just rocky as long as i can see my mom when i want to. i hate my bf and i am sure he hates me too, as far as i am concered i don't have one. i hate my life right now, i want something great to happen, but fat chance. i'm only happy when i am around like 3 people an i barely get to see them. keltie has a really funny sun burn....poor keltie! I can't wait to go to newfie to get away from everything, then school starts up again and i am kinda happy about it, i'll always be busy which is good.
I don't think i will ever understand boys. they are far more complicated than girls. And the only guys that like me are ugly weird white guys, black ones or indians...does this mean i am gross? i certainly hope not. boys also always take girls for granted therefore letting the good ones get away, or they don't get to know the good ones cuz they are quick to judge. they are obviously stupid women should rule the world it would be a happier place. I need to go to sleep so i can watch dawsons creek, and stop making myself cranky!