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Gosh I'm such a fuckin lazy ass. I played basketball my whole high school career trying for one thing: making the All Star team, and now that I have, it's 2-3 weeks away and I haven't played or ran any. Today I'm going to the Y to shoot and run and maybe lift. I need to get my act together if I want to make an impact on the all star team.
Mr. Uhl also wants me to play at open gyms at Bellarmine and I'm so scared! It's like freshman year all over again (well duh), bein scared of the older girls. When I'm around people I don't know, I'm really shy and quiet and I HATE being like that!! I just want people to automatically know me and get my jokes, but that's not how the world works.
We can't even ump together without fighting. Before the fight, I was thinking about how I missed talking to him but not anymore, I've realized that it's impossible to get along with him.