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i want a boy. a nice boy. someone who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. a pretty boy. but not so pretty that i feel awkward. someone who would think i was beautiful if i dressed so trashy it was classy. someone who would sing to me at random moments. who would let me sleep on their chest. someone who is more goofy than romanticsomeone who is the smile on my face the life in my heart and the light in my life someone who i can be my stupid self around and when i say something so dumb he would kiss me to make me shut up but knows the right things to say and do at the right times. a boy who would beat the shit out of someone if they called me fat. i want someone who would call me 3 times aday if he went away. he would apologize for calling too much and no matter how many times i tell him its okya, he still does it and i dont get sick of it. we would bet kisses on who could beat who on a playstations game thats a millon years old. and someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh he would surprise me with 25 cent rings and we would have contest of how far we could spit our gum. he would take me to the park and put his hands around my waste and give me big bear hugs all the time. someone who would kiss my neck just to have a reason to tell me how much he likes my new perfume and at night we would dance in our pajamas and we'd always take pictures in photo booths,. he would never turn down a trip to the boardwalk and we'd play tag on the beach. he would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it. and we'd make out in the pouring rain. he would tell me when he didint think something looked good and i wouldnt mind. he would TRY to teach me how to play the guitar but we'd just end up laughing at eachohter. he would run his fingers through my hair even if it was dirty. someone who would stand outside my window at night and sing me a song with their guitar in hand until i wake up and kiss him goodnight "so he could sleep" he would share lolliepops with me and get along with all of my friends. he would never be afraid to say " i love you" infront of his firends and we would argue of silly things with me then make up. i want a boy who would take me to target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. we would kiss at midnight on new years and under the mistletoe at christmas and make funny faces at eachother when im on the phone. i want a boy who would count stars with me and be friends with my family. i want someone who would stay home iwth me on a friday night just to help me make a dinner and watch moives together under the same blanket and squirt water guns at eachother in the house. someone who would tell me im beautiful but not too often .. someone who would kiss my forhead to make me feel better and would show up un expectedly at my window just to tell me that they love me someone whos not obsessed with sex, or drugs, or drinking someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something serious that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. someone who would make me laugh like no one else could. we would lay there for hours and just talk about life, and everything in between we would have our songs that remind us of eachother, and always request them n the radio we would always play boardgames on friday nights and make it seem like we were really competitive someone who would hold me closer than normal when im sick, and would play with my hair. we would buy tons of disposible cameras and take lots of pictures. but mostly..i want someone who would be my best friend and would never lie to me or break my heart.. ill be wating.