February blues

Feb 17, 2010 16:48

Man, laptops are luxurious. I am in bed, sick and surfing the web. I am looking for some inspiration. This winter has been weird and naturally depressing. I am tired of my job. I love coffee and wish that I could get more into it, but One World is not the place for that.
I desire some whimsy in my life. Everything seems to plain and ordinary.
Depressed about life as always. Don't like job, not enough money, no hobbies, no motivation. The best things I got are good, i know they are. I got my husband, he is great, just moved into a sweet house with one of my best friends, i am out of college, got some great freelance experience last year, but i don't know where to go now. I don't know what to do. i know i don't wanna be just a waitress or a production assistant forever. I don't wanna be someone else's bitch forever. I want a job that is interesting, rewarding. I know I have to be good for something.

oh well. I just got to get it out i guess.

Mary Timony rocks by the way.
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