tired. homesick. im a pathetic fuck.

[all_saints_day]

This weekend ive been in Virginia because my sister is graduating from college. Ive been partying quite a bit...but i miss my people back in greensboro...i miss allie myers, i really care so much about her. i dont know what im going to do with myself because i miss her soo much. i miss talking on the phone with her untill 4 in the morning and laying in my bed and listening to placebo. i miss going over to her house and chilling with her family. my life would never be the same without her. im sorry that i could never make her happy. if i had one wish in the world it wouldnt be for a dump truck full of pot, or world peace it would be that i could make allie myers happy. that she would love me. i would be so happy. im writing her this two page poem that i think kinda describes all my feelings about the situation. allie if you see this. i love you so much, im sorry...your not trash your nowhere close you are the most beautiful thing i have ever seen and i miss you.

sorry i had to vent

pat