Apr 20, 2006 04:06
Well, I'd really like to thank alot of people for their support this past week (which in reality felt like a few years) that has passed, but it would be unjustified for me to do it at 4am when I wanna get some rest, so I will definately make an entry dedicated to that. It means alot to me to express myself on this blog to get my feelings out. But today, Angel and Deshaun really stuck out in my mind. Just alot of the things they've done for me in the past 6 days have been amazing to me.
I don't even know what to type. I just felt like posting a little something before I went to bed. This week has really sucked, though. Check it;
Beginning of the week-I find out my mom has diabetes
Middle of the week-I find out the girl I am in love with has cheated on me and leaves me.
End of the week-I lose my wallet and now I have to get all of my cards back again.
So my spring break really came at the perfect time.
I'm going to run an RPG into the ground. I need a really good one to coinside with my emotions at this point. Tekken has been really fun the past week for some reason, too. I've been playing DDR again, but not like normal. I'm playing stuff that makes me feel.... Like stuff that just relates to my feelings. I'm not even looking at my score at the end. Like, I'm playing DDR to just play and express myself with the music. Just like when I first started playing. I never thoght that would happen again. It's been a while since I've done that.
Work has been ok..but really difficult being that when I go to work, all I think about is Ceejay. Dave & Busters reminds me of New Roc arcade. When I got my tax check (hopefully I get it in the next two or three weeks), along with the chunks of checks i've been getting every week from my job, i wanted to take ceejay there for the night in May. When we first got together, I told her how I wanted to take her there for the night because they have a hotel, a movie theatre, the arcade, a few restaurants, and a few shopping places. Oh well. I never got to becuase I never had a good paying job like this.
Right now, all I wanna hear is dream universe. I feel like I'm on a mission to find that remix and won't stop til i get it. I'm sick of going on limewire and typing "CM-Dream Universe" and the results will be something like "Army Colonel forces private to give him a blowjob." What the heck is up with limewire?
Anthony