can you feel my internal depression yet? have my tears reached there limit?
of course not.. you're not done killing me soul.. (goes with the title at the top, it wouldn't all fit)
So please pardon me, I'm having the worst two days of my life. I never knew what it felt like to be unwanted, and not needed. I never knew what it felt like to feel like a "tenant" than an actual daughter. Until now, an I only have that one person to thank. Need I say more?
I didn't get a thank you, for the flowers I bought, that I spent MY money on, the money I worked my ass off to earn. I didn't get a hug, or a kiss, or anything. I'm broke off my ass right now. And does she care? Negative. Every morning I open my eyes, and I begin to wonder why I'm even alive. I hate who I am, and afraid to leave. This is "my" depression, sorry it doesn't reach all the 'technical' terms.. but this is it. Welcome to my reality.
Sorry to everyone who just read this.. I'm sucha waste of time.
So please pardon me, I'm having the worst two days of my life. I never knew what it felt like to be unwanted, and not needed. I never knew what it felt like to feel like a "tenant" than an actual daughter. Until now, an I only have that one person to thank. Need I say more?
I didn't get a thank you, for the flowers I bought, that I spent MY money on, the money I worked my ass off to earn. I didn't get a hug, or a kiss, or anything. I'm broke off my ass right now. And does she care? Negative. Every morning I open my eyes, and I begin to wonder why I'm even alive. I hate who I am, and afraid to leave. This is "my" depression, sorry it doesn't reach all the 'technical' terms.. but this is it. Welcome to my reality.
Sorry to everyone who just read this.. I'm sucha waste of time.