sooo
so i realized i repel guys.. i get them, keep them for up to a month and then theyre gone.. is it me? like am i an anti guy magnet or sumpin? ill never fall in love.. ill never get married.. im gonna die alone!! im soo sick of crying and soooo sick of bein alone.. i dont know if its worth it? all the pain and suffering and what do i get in return? nothing.. nothing but a warm wet pillow and an empty box of tissues.. i fuck up seriously eveything i do everything.. my classes r so hard im gonna fail out of community, im sick of bein alone.. ughh! im done venting for now.. peace.. comment me*
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