the sound of your blinking makes me shudder

[all_my_senses]

Sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough. Sometimes I feel like I'm worth nothing. Sometimes I feel like I just cause more stress.. the more I try to help, the worser the situation gets. Since I waste all my time trying to make others happy, I should just disregard trying to make myself happy. No big deal.

Why am I still here?
I should be moving on miles from here.

~xoxo~ Beanie