Tonight..kinda crazy.
basically I got a couple of words said to me by two people..that really hit. One was kinda like whatever I'll let it go I understand...the other was kinda like...wtf? It took this long. And it all sparked because of a kinda recent post I made...ha it took that. But it was about a couple people not just one. I'm just really starting to stick up for myself and my feelngs...i try to be the best friend I can be...i don't cheat or lie...ad I KEEP my promises damnit haha. Oh well. It always ends up where i dont get what I need...and certainly ever what I want. Don't want my feelings to be ignored andymore and I'm gonna say whats on this mind of mine. So enough about that. It's over with and who knows what's gonna happen next.
Today was a good kickback day...arrived stoned...and left stoned...it's what makes me tick. Who gives a flying fuck? Haha. We had a fire in the bathrooms yesterday...our school sucks ass seriously. THEN today we hear that in the girls 300 building bathrooms there were threats of a shooting tomorrow...basically...i told my mom and she wont let me go to school. YEAY. Haha. But seriously I would ever want to be put through something like a school shooting especially after I had been warned. it just sucks. and shouldn't have to happen. So tomorrow I plan on a day at the bach and a day with senamilla. KICK BACK DAY NO WORRIES! I need a day to think about what he said tonight. He breaks my heart into a million little pieces everytime we speak.
I don't want to be part of the problem
I try so hard to get roughed up
fists on up, it looks that easy
it looks that way to me
it looks that way to you
but then there's you telling me I can
then there's you screaming say something
I want the ocean right now
I want the ocean right now
I get so jealous that I can't even work,
I get so jealous that I can't even work.
there I am in the morning
I don't like what I see
I don't know how it's become such a problem
keep you up all night if I try to remain calm
how can they ask why I feel so angry
do you see my problem if I never explain it
but then there's you asking me how long
say something, it's taken me so long
Today was a good kickback day...arrived stoned...and left stoned...it's what makes me tick. Who gives a flying fuck? Haha. We had a fire in the bathrooms yesterday...our school sucks ass seriously. THEN today we hear that in the girls 300 building bathrooms there were threats of a shooting tomorrow...basically...i told my mom and she wont let me go to school. YEAY. Haha. But seriously I would ever want to be put through something like a school shooting especially after I had been warned. it just sucks. and shouldn't have to happen. So tomorrow I plan on a day at the bach and a day with senamilla. KICK BACK DAY NO WORRIES! I need a day to think about what he said tonight. He breaks my heart into a million little pieces everytime we speak.
I don't want to be part of the problem
I try so hard to get roughed up
fists on up, it looks that easy
it looks that way to me
it looks that way to you
but then there's you telling me I can
then there's you screaming say something
I want the ocean right now
I want the ocean right now
I get so jealous that I can't even work,
I get so jealous that I can't even work.
there I am in the morning
I don't like what I see
I don't know how it's become such a problem
keep you up all night if I try to remain calm
how can they ask why I feel so angry
do you see my problem if I never explain it
but then there's you asking me how long
say something, it's taken me so long