"Ring around the rosies..."
I went jogging today. Wasn't much, but considering I haven't taken my ass jogging in like 5 months, it's a start. I just have to push myself everyday to do a little more. Eventually I'll get to where I want to be. And of course, that means it's diet time. No, not diet like stop eating altogether. Just diet like watch what i eat. I could lay off of some crap. Not that I really eat crap...okay maybe I just need to watch intake. Yeah...a little less of everything won't hurt. Hmm..other than that I have done abosulutely nothing. I might have a new job soon, which means a happy Hack. If I get it (crosses fingers and you cross yours, too) I'll start at $9 and no weekends. Woo! That beats a measely $6.65 to put up with stupid people and a sexist manager. So, hopefully that'll work out for me, too. If not...it's on to round 2 of the job hunt.
I dyed my hair. I'm a brunette again. No more red hair, here. It's all brown. Boring brown, but it's new for me so it's a change.
Have I mentioned lately how much I love a certain SMU senior. I swear that guy is amazing. I'm SOOOOOO glad we're stll friends...err, friends again. Eh. Well, I'm just glad I can talk to him. Even if it is every like 2 months...it's nice. We joke about dating. He laughs. I laugh. It's good times, I tell ya. 21 year old hottie with a body...damn that was lame. But, he's great. Hopefully, he can come out here or I can go out there just so we can meet up and stuff. I'd freak out if it happened, but I think it would be fun.
nice2meetUneway: well, i hope you're girlfriend makes it in...even though i secretly hate her a little...just kidding! i hope it works out.
him: haha
him: you dont hate her.
him: hate me
nice2meetUneway: okay...i hate you for no longer being single.
nice2meetUneway: no! i could never hate you.
nice2meetUneway: well, maybe a little.
him: hahaha
him: why...you dont want me to be in a relationship?
nice2meetUneway: sure i do...just not with other girls.
nice2meetUneway: i kid. i kid. i just want you to be happy...
him: haha
him: ill make you happy!
him: ooooooooo
Yeah. Who knew that 3 years later I'd be joking with him about my undying ever burning love for him??? Ah, he's great. And he's going far in life. Damn him. Just kidding. And he's called me a dork..well, he referred to my dorky-ness from high school, but not much has changed soo...but whatever. Okay, enough of that. This entire post just turned into my ode for Senor Garcia...oops!
Back to me. I'm bitter and cranky, but that will all change. I asked for a simple favor and if that was too much for you, than I guess we're both shit out of luck. I'm not letting it happen anymore. If you get here and decide that this is what you want...you better do something about it. I'm not buying your bull shit and you should know that I won't. "Sorry" is not gonna cut it. You better show me. I'm tired of going to bed feeling like shit and waking up doubting myself. I'm not putting myself through that this year. I REFUSE. Anyone that would care to take that stand with me..please feel free. It's a stand against getting walked on and feeling less than you need to. I'm a person with a lot to offer and if you can't handle that, than I'm sorry, but that's your issue, not mine. Don't drag me along and bring me down until You have your shit together. But, just for the record, I really do like you. I do. And I hope that you do decide to give it a shot, but like I said...it won't be as easy as it could have been. So be warned!
Thank you.
"...pocket full of posies."
I dyed my hair. I'm a brunette again. No more red hair, here. It's all brown. Boring brown, but it's new for me so it's a change.
Have I mentioned lately how much I love a certain SMU senior. I swear that guy is amazing. I'm SOOOOOO glad we're stll friends...err, friends again. Eh. Well, I'm just glad I can talk to him. Even if it is every like 2 months...it's nice. We joke about dating. He laughs. I laugh. It's good times, I tell ya. 21 year old hottie with a body...damn that was lame. But, he's great. Hopefully, he can come out here or I can go out there just so we can meet up and stuff. I'd freak out if it happened, but I think it would be fun.
nice2meetUneway: well, i hope you're girlfriend makes it in...even though i secretly hate her a little...just kidding! i hope it works out.
him: haha
him: you dont hate her.
him: hate me
nice2meetUneway: okay...i hate you for no longer being single.
nice2meetUneway: no! i could never hate you.
nice2meetUneway: well, maybe a little.
him: hahaha
him: why...you dont want me to be in a relationship?
nice2meetUneway: sure i do...just not with other girls.
nice2meetUneway: i kid. i kid. i just want you to be happy...
him: haha
him: ill make you happy!
him: ooooooooo
Yeah. Who knew that 3 years later I'd be joking with him about my undying ever burning love for him??? Ah, he's great. And he's going far in life. Damn him. Just kidding. And he's called me a dork..well, he referred to my dorky-ness from high school, but not much has changed soo...but whatever. Okay, enough of that. This entire post just turned into my ode for Senor Garcia...oops!
Back to me. I'm bitter and cranky, but that will all change. I asked for a simple favor and if that was too much for you, than I guess we're both shit out of luck. I'm not letting it happen anymore. If you get here and decide that this is what you want...you better do something about it. I'm not buying your bull shit and you should know that I won't. "Sorry" is not gonna cut it. You better show me. I'm tired of going to bed feeling like shit and waking up doubting myself. I'm not putting myself through that this year. I REFUSE. Anyone that would care to take that stand with me..please feel free. It's a stand against getting walked on and feeling less than you need to. I'm a person with a lot to offer and if you can't handle that, than I'm sorry, but that's your issue, not mine. Don't drag me along and bring me down until You have your shit together. But, just for the record, I really do like you. I do. And I hope that you do decide to give it a shot, but like I said...it won't be as easy as it could have been. So be warned!
Thank you.
"...pocket full of posies."