"Why do you build me up, buttercup, baby..."
So I've been meaning to update, but I've been so busy...okay, tired...to do so, but I have a little time so here I sit. The weekend was, well weekend-y. Didn't do much. Homework and work was the jist of it, but Mitch did get me to go to a party with her. Didn't really do much partying because the beer was out...what fun is that???...but, it turned out to be a fun little miniadventure. Thanks for yelling at me Mitch. And I'm not being mean. It shows that you care and sometimes I need people to yell at me...even if it sucks. Just don't do it while I'm driving next time. Just kidding. I enjoyed our little pow-wow.
I've had a few pow-wows that I've enjoyed this weekend. Megan and I shared quite the tid-bits of our little lives. It's always nice to talk to people and be able to understand them and share a little connection with them (tear). And Shaniece joined in for a bit and that was fun, too. I'll miss all my neighbor-ettes next year.
Thursday was fun, too. Not really the weekend yet so I couldn't include it up there, but it was quite and adventure. I felt a little small for a while. I've never felt that small before, but as little as I felt that night, it turned out to be a positive thing for me. I realized a lot of things about you and me and I realized it's not worth it anymore. A fun nite nonetheless. Next time Nikki...give me a heads up. Spontaneity is fun, but a girls got to know these things, it's only fair. :-)
Saturday, I had a visitor at work. ADAM!!! Yay! It made me happy that he stopped by. I like having visitors at work. It makes me feel special. More people should come visit me. It brightens my day. That day was a long day, too so it was a pleasant surprise. Visitors make it a little easier to get through the work day. Hours of strangers makes a familiar face very wonderful to me. Visitors deseve a golden star for visiting.
A big day for me today. I'm one step closer than I was last week. I still can't believe I did it. I don't do those things. I credit it to all my pow-wows that I had recently. Each one of you told me things that I needed to hear. I just went for it. I guess I was feeling exceptionally confident today, who knows. Now I just gotta go through with it. Or perhaps he'll bring it up. That would be better for me. Either way, I'm proud of myself. (pat on the back, hack) Hopefully, we can spend time together this summer. It would be awesome. Schlitterbahn, kids, Schlitterbahn...that's all I got to say about that.
A rough week for us all I think. FYI, ladies...I'm not upset with anyone. Just trying to get through the week. I've had a lot of stuff on the brain. A little stressed I suppose. Trying to stay as focused as I can because I have so much to get done. Not upset with anyone, though. If it seemed that way I'm sorry. Just trying to keep myself sane is all. Not a lot of time to really spend with you all between work and all.
School's almost out and I think I'm getting a little sad. Sara, you better make my summer fun for me. I know where you will be residing. Just remember that. But, if I take summer school and I work, I'll have enough to keep me busy, I suppose. So much to worry about. Being grown up is fun, but it's kinda rough at times. "Enjoy your time. Enjoy your time." Someone wise told me that today.
"...just to let me down and mess me around. Worst of all, you never call, baby, when you say you will. I love you still."
I've had a few pow-wows that I've enjoyed this weekend. Megan and I shared quite the tid-bits of our little lives. It's always nice to talk to people and be able to understand them and share a little connection with them (tear). And Shaniece joined in for a bit and that was fun, too. I'll miss all my neighbor-ettes next year.
Thursday was fun, too. Not really the weekend yet so I couldn't include it up there, but it was quite and adventure. I felt a little small for a while. I've never felt that small before, but as little as I felt that night, it turned out to be a positive thing for me. I realized a lot of things about you and me and I realized it's not worth it anymore. A fun nite nonetheless. Next time Nikki...give me a heads up. Spontaneity is fun, but a girls got to know these things, it's only fair. :-)
Saturday, I had a visitor at work. ADAM!!! Yay! It made me happy that he stopped by. I like having visitors at work. It makes me feel special. More people should come visit me. It brightens my day. That day was a long day, too so it was a pleasant surprise. Visitors make it a little easier to get through the work day. Hours of strangers makes a familiar face very wonderful to me. Visitors deseve a golden star for visiting.
A big day for me today. I'm one step closer than I was last week. I still can't believe I did it. I don't do those things. I credit it to all my pow-wows that I had recently. Each one of you told me things that I needed to hear. I just went for it. I guess I was feeling exceptionally confident today, who knows. Now I just gotta go through with it. Or perhaps he'll bring it up. That would be better for me. Either way, I'm proud of myself. (pat on the back, hack) Hopefully, we can spend time together this summer. It would be awesome. Schlitterbahn, kids, Schlitterbahn...that's all I got to say about that.
A rough week for us all I think. FYI, ladies...I'm not upset with anyone. Just trying to get through the week. I've had a lot of stuff on the brain. A little stressed I suppose. Trying to stay as focused as I can because I have so much to get done. Not upset with anyone, though. If it seemed that way I'm sorry. Just trying to keep myself sane is all. Not a lot of time to really spend with you all between work and all.
School's almost out and I think I'm getting a little sad. Sara, you better make my summer fun for me. I know where you will be residing. Just remember that. But, if I take summer school and I work, I'll have enough to keep me busy, I suppose. So much to worry about. Being grown up is fun, but it's kinda rough at times. "Enjoy your time. Enjoy your time." Someone wise told me that today.
"...just to let me down and mess me around. Worst of all, you never call, baby, when you say you will. I love you still."