I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head, where I would impress you with every single word I said
Another day, another day. This was a rough one, indeed. Last nite was quite an evening for me. Talked to my momma for like an hour and a half, which has never happened and a lot was said. Some truths came out...like the one about the tattoo. She cried, but she took it the way I figured she would. She was upset, but I think she understands that I never meant to hurt her with it. I know the first thing she's gonna ask when she gets in on Friday. Not "How are you" or "What's new"...Nope, she'll ask to see it. Which is way understandable. I'm prepared for it, though. Bring it on, mom. Ha! Ha! No, please don't.
THANK YOU, NICOLE!!! The weekend was lots of fun. And I'm glad I got the chance to get to know you better. Whenever you need anything at all, I'm here for you. Ah, the "valley". Ha! Ha! For the five days that I lived there, it wasn't bad at all. 18 years...a whole other story I'm sure. You're a fun girl and I like spending time with you...stick around more. You'll enjoy the company! :o)
Ah, man. So much on my mind and nothing to do to make it make sense. It's all a big blur. School, my life, my family...I just need to get away form it all. Oh, well. This is not the time to start giving up on things. Less than two months to go...I need to make the most of it. I'm gonna try and live it up these next few months becuase if I do go home...they'll be no fun to be had. Mommy and daddy will be there to lay down the law and stuff. I wonder if I'll talk to a couple of friends that I have here, that are from there, that aren't Hope? How weird would that be? Going to the same place for 3 months and never talking or seeing eachother and than coming here and it being like "Hey,we live in the same city, but I didn't see you for 3 months, how was you summer? Whatever...doesn't really matter either way, I suppose.
Anywho...I suppose I should get on with the homework. I need to get to sleep early tonight, so homeowrk needs to be done at a reasonable hour. Nitey-nite, folks. Don't let the bed bugs bite...unless you're into that sorta thing and in that case, you have fun with that.
"But, for now, I'll look so longingly. Waaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiittttttttiiiiiiiiinnnnnngggggggg! For you to WANT me, for you to NEED me, for you to NOTICE me!" sigh...:o(
THANK YOU, NICOLE!!! The weekend was lots of fun. And I'm glad I got the chance to get to know you better. Whenever you need anything at all, I'm here for you. Ah, the "valley". Ha! Ha! For the five days that I lived there, it wasn't bad at all. 18 years...a whole other story I'm sure. You're a fun girl and I like spending time with you...stick around more. You'll enjoy the company! :o)
Ah, man. So much on my mind and nothing to do to make it make sense. It's all a big blur. School, my life, my family...I just need to get away form it all. Oh, well. This is not the time to start giving up on things. Less than two months to go...I need to make the most of it. I'm gonna try and live it up these next few months becuase if I do go home...they'll be no fun to be had. Mommy and daddy will be there to lay down the law and stuff. I wonder if I'll talk to a couple of friends that I have here, that are from there, that aren't Hope? How weird would that be? Going to the same place for 3 months and never talking or seeing eachother and than coming here and it being like "Hey,we live in the same city, but I didn't see you for 3 months, how was you summer? Whatever...doesn't really matter either way, I suppose.
Anywho...I suppose I should get on with the homework. I need to get to sleep early tonight, so homeowrk needs to be done at a reasonable hour. Nitey-nite, folks. Don't let the bed bugs bite...unless you're into that sorta thing and in that case, you have fun with that.
"But, for now, I'll look so longingly. Waaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiittttttttiiiiiiiiinnnnnngggggggg! For you to WANT me, for you to NEED me, for you to NOTICE me!" sigh...:o(