"When the night has come and the land is dark..."
So, I haven't posted much, lately. Much of that due in part to my boring life. But, last nite was the Spurs v. Kings game, WHICH I had been looking forward to for quite some time. A little disappointed with the outcome...(Spurs 90, Kings 80), but it's not too bad because the Spurs are an AMazing team, but I mean, Mike Bibby, they should've won. Damn Chris Webber. Anyway, I could go on forever posting on the game, but who wants to read that.
I saw Aaron there last nite. And I saw him and his friends at lunch. They all talked to me. AMazing! A nice group of guys, just very guy-like a lot of the time and it sorta makes me uncomfortable, but today I was not uncomfortable. I was proud of myself. I talked to them pretty easily. Oh, well. My sister pissed me off because she was text-messaging almost the entire length of the first quarter. If I knew she was gonna do that I would've invited someone else to go with me. Whatever, though. I went up to get lunch with Hope earlier and I saw Anthony. He asked if I've talked to a certain someone yet. I told him no. Then we talked some more in the cafeteria about it. I told him to put in a good word for me, but I was just kidding. He said he would, but that could be weird because the certain someone that I speak of doesn't even know who I am. He said he could just kinda introduce us and than let it go from there. Anthony told me to just talk to him and I told him that I couldn't because I don't want him to think I'm this weird, creepy girl (I get that a lot, you know?). He said he wouldn't think that, but I told him that my insecurity stems from my bad luck from years passed. And then Anthony said something that was really nice. He said that any guy that doesn't like me has something wrong with him in his head. Or that something's broken and I should be a little suspicious, but that it's not me if a guy doesn't like me. (Did you see that? I shed a couple tears there.) I like Anthony. He is a really nice guy. We'll see what happens. I'm not expecting anything, so, eh. And then he said that I am welcome to go cook for him anytime at his apartment. So, I told him that me and my sister would set a date to go cook for him and Sean. Maybe he can invite my certain someone for dinner that nite, too. A guy has never said anything like that to me. Girls have told me that before (especially my friends, but they're supposed to say that.), but to hear it from a guy...It's different. And it just means more because you don't expect it, I guess.
I'm hoping to have a fun weekend this...weekend(?). (<-that just looks stupid. Like you didn't know what I meant.) Maybe, I'll invite some cute boys to party in my room since my sister is gone. HA! HA! I just want to have fun and not have to worry about being responsible Jackie. I get tired of being the predictable girl that never spices things up in her life. Ah, boo! I didn't want to get depressed part way through this post and I think I just did. Ptah!!! It's friday! Screw being depressed. I think I'll hide it away in my drawer until Monday. Or at least 'til tomorrow. He! He!
Nikki, last nite was quite the adventure and it's really no big deal. You're our friend and we would not abandon and like I said, if I had to drive you out there today...I would have. It's what friends do. Oh, girlies how I love you so. Okay, well I guess that about wraps things up for me. Pass the scotch tape and tie that bow...this puppy is done.
"...and the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid
No, I won't be afraid
Just as long as you STAND BY ME."