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You know sometimes I convince myself that I am 100% different then I used to be.
But it's these really wierd really random moments that I feel like I'm back at square one.
No I don't have serious issues. I'm not dying of cancer or scrapping for food.
Yes I am in the upper middle class.
Yes I've had some unfortunately occurances in my life.
But 99% of the time I am happy.
But there is always that 1% where I feel like everything is falling apart.
Is it? of course not.
But sometimes it is just so real that I have a hard time convincing myself whats important and what isn't.
Whenever I think about this I think about Dylan.
No he doesn't have tons of money.
Yeah a lot of people think he's an asshole.
But he seems to be happy...which is more then most people can say.
That's one thing I always likes about him when we were good friends. He knew how to make me feel really happy.
Anyway.
I dunno.
see ya.
But it's these really wierd really random moments that I feel like I'm back at square one.
No I don't have serious issues. I'm not dying of cancer or scrapping for food.
Yes I am in the upper middle class.
Yes I've had some unfortunately occurances in my life.
But 99% of the time I am happy.
But there is always that 1% where I feel like everything is falling apart.
Is it? of course not.
But sometimes it is just so real that I have a hard time convincing myself whats important and what isn't.
Whenever I think about this I think about Dylan.
No he doesn't have tons of money.
Yeah a lot of people think he's an asshole.
But he seems to be happy...which is more then most people can say.
That's one thing I always likes about him when we were good friends. He knew how to make me feel really happy.
Anyway.
I dunno.
see ya.