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[all_is_nothing]

The news was like someone scratching their nails against a chalkboard. No, it couldn't be...she thought. She tried to contain the troublesome thoughts that now overflowed her head. All the possibilities all of them just as thoughts made her want to cry. She hold it all in, she wouldn't cry over him again. But after this bells rings she's forced to face the situation. She took some more time to shove it into the back of her mind but this was too big to shove in a little corner and forget. She knew exactly what this was going to do. This is going to screw up everything. The bell sounded and she looked to the floor one more second she thoughts as she pushed all her emotions inside and tried her best to ignore them. She brushed herself off she knew what laid ahead would bring nothing but trouble. She entered the hallway and there he was staring right back at her and she just froze for what seemed to her as an eternity but to everyone else a second. She continued to walk and just tried to walk away, however he wasn't going to let that happen. "whats wrong" he said repeatadly until he was about screaming. The thoughts screamed in her head, she wanted to tell him. She wanted him to know how angry she was he was doing this to himself. However she keeps it all inside. Finally one last time he was practically screaming, "Melissa, what is wrong?!" She played off the situation she pretended it didn't matter that much. And as soon as the response, "Only a couple time" left his mouth she was gone. Her heart started racing she the tears began to form. No, she wasn't going to let him get to her. Finally his realization began to set in and he began to follow her. She wished she could have ran away so fast but there were so many people and she didn't want to make a scene. He grabbed onto her until she looked at him nearly in tears and said, "Get the fuck off me." He looked like a deer in headlights and she stormed away.

As she walked as fast as she could she just thought about what she had just done. She played the scene over and over in her head. Did she do the right thing? I guess she'll never know. All that she does know is she's just so worn with him. She's so tired of being let down time and time again. I guess things will never change.

the end...