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So I haven't written since my last episode. But I'm kinda looking back at who I'm becoming and it's good and bad. Lately I've been a lot more calm about a lot of things. I can take a lot more then I used to without getting totally stressed and thats awesome. I think there's something about Doug's "i don't give a shit about much" thats rubbing off on me. As a result of that I've been a lot more laid back and just kinda going with the flow. I've been a lot less anal and stuff and I think thats pretty cool. On the other side I've been stuggling getting all my make up work in...and that sucks big time. But hopefully I'll get it all done this weekend and then I'll be done with it. Bryant is really mad at me or something but I don't really care to be honest. I cried in class because of him...and am really disappionted I did because it's not that big of a deal... Anyway I've been a lot happier ingeneral lately. I'm totally over the whole Jordan thing now...it just doesn't even get to me anymore. Not only is he not the same person anymore but he's dating Laquisha to get "back" at me or something. Dunno don't care. The beginning of the week has been kinda stressful for me because my parents left me with my sisters while they went to NY. It was hard to watch them and get all my work done...but I did it. Also, my parents are depending on me more and more and it's starting to bug me. Like I had to be home by 7:30 last night...& I had to pretty much cancel my plans today for my dad. I love him...but I've been cooped up in the house all week what is all this bullshit? I dunno hopefully we'll get a snowday and I'll see Doug a lot tomorrow before he leaves Saturday. Anyway not much is new so I'm gonna go take a nap.